It's finally snowing here! I don't think it's supposed to amount to much, but it sure looks pretty! Hope you're all having wonderful, crazy-free, days... but lets see what you've got.
This is the place to vent about your cycle, symptoms, MF, obsessive FF checking, 5dpo BFN's, and all things TTCAL that are driving you completely out of your mind!
Your Level of Crazy on a scale of 1 to 10:
CD /or DPO:
Can I just ____________ already ?!?!!????
Signs Symptoms:
Additional Crazy Here:
Welcome to the world Little Girl! Born on her due date! September 8, 2013, 7lb 11.8oz, 19.5" long.


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Your Level of Crazy on a scale of 1 to 10: 9

CD /or DPO: 5dpo
Can I just ______Get a BFP______ already ?!?!!????
Signs Symptoms: slight abdominal twinges, tingly boobs
Additional Crazy Here: I am like a complete emotional disaster...I woke up this morning wanting to cry and I am finding it hard not to tear up at work...I don't even konw why
BFP #1 4/10/12 D&C 6/5/12@ 12.5wks EDD 12/17/12
BFP #2 9/10/12 CP 9/19/12@ 5.5wks EDD 5/21/13
BFP# 3 12/3/12...Lukas James born 8/15/13
BFP# 4 8/4/14 EDD 4/13/15
Your Level of Crazy on a scale of 1 to 10: 5
CD /or DPO: 1 or 2ish (not charting this round just OPKs)
Can I just __nothing here, just started the tww im still patient at the moment__________ already ?!?!!????
Signs Symptoms: cramping (pretty sure its related to ovulation too early for AF or implantation)
Additional Crazy Here: I can't decide on testing this month, both BFPs Ive gotten super early, but the early bfp last month lead to alot of heartache and a week of stress when it ended in a CP (AF wasn't even late). At the time I swore I would never test before I thought my period was due again, but now Im sort of thinking if I were to have multiple CPs medically it might be somthing I need to know....
Your Level of Crazy on a scale of 1 to 10: 9
CD /or DPO: 12dpo
Can I just ___stay pregnant_________ already ?!?!!????
Signs Symptoms: crampy, stomach upset- usual day before AF stuff
Additional Crazy Here: I have an appt with my OB today- she's going to think I'm insane when I tell her I keep seeing extremely faint BFPs (that no one else can see) the day before AF hits every month- she's not one to hold back so I'm expecting her "you poor, insane person" look
Your Level of Crazy on a scale of 1 to 10: 10+
CD /or DPO: CD32
Can I just ____________ already ?!?!!???? Get AF or a BFP or something...seriously
Signs Symptoms: Exhausted, some mild cramping, creamy CM (TMI I know), but I'm just so confused.
Additional Crazy Here: Told myself I would give it until Friday for I call my dr and ask if this is something to be concerned about.
EDD #1 3/30/13 - MC 8/24/12
EDD #2 12/28/2013 - MC 05/01/2013
EDD #3 07/06/2014 DS 7/8/14
EDD#4 08/22/2016
Your Level of Crazy on a scale of 1 to 10: 1
CD /or DPO: CD5
Can I just ____________ already ?!?!!???? Skip this week so I can be in my FW
Signs Symptoms: N/A
Additional Crazy Here: I have calmed down a bit from yesterday since DH and I have a "plan" we decided this month we are just going to have a lot of sex until I have a confirmed O and pray that it works. Charting is going better, but since I am not it the FW yet I think that is why I can sleep. I am afraid my temps will go crazy when I start waking up a million times a night again.
BFP: 2/4/13 EDD: 10/11/13
Patiently waiting for Buggirl to join me!!
Beta #1 11dpo:89 Progesterone:38.9 Beta #2 18dpo:1940
HB seen at 6w HB 8w 5d 176bpm! Its a BOY!
grow rainbow grow!!!!
All Always Welcome!!
CD /or DPO: 10dpo
Can I just ______be done with this cycle______ already ?!?!!????
Signs Symptoms: GI issues
Additional Crazy Here: I caved and POAS today, BFN :-(
TTC #1 since Sept 2011
BFP#1 1/31/12. Empty sac discovered 3/5/12. MTX due to location in uterine horn.
BFP#2 2/27/13. Empty sac confirmed 3/20/13. Mifepristone + cytotec.
Currently TTA until Fall 2013, waiting for operative hysteroscopy
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Your Level of Crazy on a scale of 1 to 10: 2
CD /or DPO: CD5
Can I just _____get to FW_______ already ?!?!!????
Signs Symptoms: Nothing.
Additional Crazy Here: I'm obsessing over my chart which is silly because at CD5 there really is nothing to obsess about. I'm also worrying about when I will O and timing BDing with it. And I've got 10 to 15 days to worry about this!
The day the Bump died - Jasper is wise
Welcome to the world Little Girl! Born on her due date! September 8, 2013, 7lb 11.8oz, 19.5" long.
I'm having the same fight with myself, ktbug... I wanted to test this morning, but DH is waiting from a call back from the Dr to see if he has strep. He wants me to wait, incase it's a BFP, he said he wants to be able to kiss me. Too adorable. I think I might test tomorrow... It's a little early, but not super early. Last month's CP really f'ed with my brain too though... It's such a tough call.
Welcome to the world Little Girl! Born on her due date! September 8, 2013, 7lb 11.8oz, 19.5" long.
That's a tough one... Do you think that maybe if honestly no one else can see them, you just might be wishing them there? I know when I had a cp last cycle, HPT was totally completely negative by the time AF started. But everyone is different.
Welcome to the world Little Girl! Born on her due date! September 8, 2013, 7lb 11.8oz, 19.5" long.
There isn't much on this board that is "tmi" haha.
As for the cycle... I know it's frustrating, but you really look like you're anovulatory at this point, but there is so much missing from your chart, it's really hard to tell what's going on. If I'm not mistaken, rule of thumb is 60 days with no AF is when to bring in the professionals.
Keep strong!
Welcome to the world Little Girl! Born on her due date! September 8, 2013, 7lb 11.8oz, 19.5" long.
That odd week between AF and the FW is the freaking worst! I'm glad you feel better having a "plan"
And any plan that involves lots and lots of sex is a good plan in my book !!
Welcome to the world Little Girl! Born on her due date! September 8, 2013, 7lb 11.8oz, 19.5" long.
Oh ((((Hugs))))) on lots of levels. I'm sorry you're feeling defeated! I'm feeling the same way about my symptoms. I was having wicked sore boobs, and then today they're gone... Then I realize that they were probably just from grouting some tile over the weekend (::Whomp Whomp:: *sad trombone*)
You have to weigh whether testing on your BD and getting a BFN or not testing and possibly obsessing over it would be the better ride for you. UGH. It's such a tough call.
Welcome to the world Little Girl! Born on her due date! September 8, 2013, 7lb 11.8oz, 19.5" long.
Thank you. I'm so frustrated. Is there a "cure" for being anovulatory? Time to use Dr. Google!
EDD #1 3/30/13 - MC 8/24/12
EDD #2 12/28/2013 - MC 05/01/2013
EDD #3 07/06/2014 DS 7/8/14
EDD#4 08/22/2016
Your Level of Crazy on a scale of 1 to 10: 5-6
CD/DPO: CD 19
Can I just Confirm O already?!??!?!
Signs/Symptoms: I had all of my typical O symptoms, and according to my temps, no O.
Additional Crazy Here: I am so used to O'ing on CD 14-16. I don't know if my temps are accurate (I sleep like crap and my BBT is iffy). I hate feeling like I have no control. May need to either invest in some OPK's or take a step back from charting and just see what happens but I don't think I'd be able to give up control. *sigh* I liked things before when I could be oblivious to it all
Edit - CD 19 not 18
I'm so sorry about the BFN! I was so excited when I saw your temp spike this morning. FX you're just a smidge too early testing!
BFP #2: 6/29/12, EDD: 3/8/13, Natural M/C: 7/16/12 @ 6 weeks 2 days
Hashimoto's Thyroiditis, Hypothyroidism
BFP #3: Kendall Grace, born 9/30/13
BFP #4: 9/3/14, EDD: 5/16/15, Missed M/C: 10/6/14 @ 8 weeks 2 days, D&C: 10/8/14
Never in our arms, forever in our hearts
CD /or DPO: CD16/ 3 DPO
Can I just ____Get a BFP________ already ?!?!!????
Signs Symptoms: my stomach is sour, but this is a constant in my life, however it does not help on 2 WW!!
Additional Crazy Here: I ovulated super early this cycle, which makes me all confused. The Dr. increased my Synthroid dosage and I don't know if it would impact my ovulation day. I tried to google it, but couldn't find anything conclusive.
Well, now I'm looking at my chart 10 times a day, like it would magically change! lol ...Seriously I need to settle down and wait this darn 10 days!
Missing my May Bloom baby: BFP 09/16/12. EDD 05/25/13 m/c 10/09/12
BFP#2 12/06/12 EDD 08/17/2013
~~PGAL/PAL Always Welcome!~~
Missing my May Bloom baby: BFP 09/16/12. EDD 05/25/13 m/c 10/09/12
BFP#2 12/06/12 EDD 08/17/2013
~~PGAL/PAL Always Welcome!~~
Oh no, cycle buddy!! I've got my FX that you just tested a little too early
Welcome to the world Little Girl! Born on her due date! September 8, 2013, 7lb 11.8oz, 19.5" long.
Hugs, honey! I'm right there with ya on this one...I aplogized to my DH this morning for being a complete crazy person...I can hardly keep it together!
BFP #1 4/10/12 D&C 6/5/12@ 12.5wks EDD 12/17/12
BFP #2 9/10/12 CP 9/19/12@ 5.5wks EDD 5/21/13
BFP# 3 12/3/12...Lukas James born 8/15/13
BFP# 4 8/4/14 EDD 4/13/15
(this is me trying to use my new skillz and quote 2 people in the same post...)
Thank you both! We'll see, but I think my temp will go back down tomorrow and that I'll be out. I've had spikes at around 10-11DPO the past few cycles, and gotten my hopes up every time, but always BFN obviously, since I am still here, lol.
TTC #1 since Sept 2011
BFP#1 1/31/12. Empty sac discovered 3/5/12. MTX due to location in uterine horn.
BFP#2 2/27/13. Empty sac confirmed 3/20/13. Mifepristone + cytotec.
Currently TTA until Fall 2013, waiting for operative hysteroscopy
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Your Level of Crazy on a scale of 1 to 10: 8/9
CD /or DPO: CD32
Can I just _____get AF over with_______ already ?!?!!????
Signs Symptoms: Past two weeks: tired, nausea, creamy CM/discharge. Super emotional/bitchy. Ugh.
Additional Crazy Here: So I broke my rule and tested yesterday due to my four-hour, morning nausea trip. BFN. So I'd love for AF to get here, so I can stop with all the BFN bullshit: Was the test faulty? Did I test at the wrong time of day? Why AM I nauseated? Waaaaaa.
Your Level of Crazy on a scale of 1 to 10: 10
CD /or DPO: CD1
Can I just.... Jump for joy that AF is back
Additional Crazy Here: Last night I laid in bed crying after hearing about my SIL pregnancy and this morning DH and I got in a huge fight. After work I get my AF and literally we are back TTC just like that..... It's crazy. 29 days post D&C