TTC After a Loss

The universe is testing me

Sitting in the waiting room waiting or my first therapy appt and a woman with a DOUBLE stroller prances in...

Cryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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  • I am so sorry. Sending you ((hugs)) and I hope your appointment goes well.

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  • I'm at the clsc qcers will get this and there's a flucking BREASTFEEDING class starting soon!!!!!

    Fluck fluck fluck....

    I wish I would get called already!!!!!!!!
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  • Well Fluck, Im so sorry !!
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  • Oh that sucks!  Sorry Jennifer!  Let it all out at therapy.  I hope it goes well!
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  • I'm sorry. I hope your appointment goes well.

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  • :( VIRTUAL DRINK so sorry! ((hugs))

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  • I'm so sorry :(.
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  • That sucks! I'm sorry.
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  • Ugh, the universe is such a b*tch. I'm so sorry. Big ((hugs))


  • I'm back.

    The therapy went really well. The therapist actually suffered a loss as well which really helped me feel like I had a connection with her.

    The waiting, double stroller and breastfeeding class coinciding with my appt SUCKED big time.

    I told her about it and she told me to show up at exactly 10 am next week and that I could just walk back and wait in her office.

     

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  • I am so glad to hear it went well.  Your therapist sounds really nice and understanding!

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  • sending (((HUGS))) your way.. good luck on your appointment.. hope it goes well..
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  • Ugh I am so sorry, I hope that your appt. goes well other than that.

  • Glad to hear your appt went well!
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  • OMG that is ridiculous.  If yours and hers are regularly scheduled appointments, I would honestly be asking to switch my time.  UGH - sorry!
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    I'm back.

    The therapy went really well. The therapist actually suffered a loss as well which really helped me feel like I had a connection with her.

    The waiting, double stroller and breastfeeding class coinciding with my appt SUCKED big time.

    I told her about it and she told me to show up at exactly 10 am next week and that I could just walk back and wait in her office.

     

    Glad it went well!  I think it really helps to have a therapist who has been there, done that.  Mine hasn't had losses, but went through IF treatments, and I've been able to connect with her a lot more than the first therapist I tried, who was clueless.

    I am really impressed that she accommodated your need to be the hell away from super mom.  Good for her!

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    2013: BTB IUI + Lupron/Follistim/Prometrium/PIO = CP #6
    IF testing, RPL testing, Autoimmune testing = all normal
    So lost.
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  • I'm so sorry you had to deal with that. I hope your appointment went well and your day got better. ((hugs))
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