kandmrod

ttcmbbaby

Hey I know we aren't cycle buddies, but I cannot help but continue to search for you and hope for the best... I know your last post (that I could find) said you were bd on the 28th of October, so I just wanted to see how you were doing? I'm unofficially in a 3 week wait... So we shall see... Best of luck!!!!

kandmrod

Thanks for thinking of me   I am currently in the 2 ww.  I have my beta on the 28th of Nov.  When is your beta?

This feels like the longest wait ever.  I think with the holidays here I just really want to know and since i have to wait till after the holidays its driving me CRAZY!

ttcmbbaby

My doctor said if I don't start to call them on the 5th of December for blood work but that would only be 5 weeks so I think I may hold out another week depending... I'm fearful of finding out next time that we are and then mc early again. My doctor said that if I don't test early and have another natural/chemical pregnancy then I will never know I was actually pregnant and it will just seem like my period... So in the mean time I'm trying to get beyond my hurt and focus on what I do have, my husband and my child...

kandmrod

I cant imagine how hard it is for you.  Everytime I get a BFN and get depressed I stop and tell myself that I need to be thankful for the one healthy amazing son I have.  I would just love to be able to provide him a sibiling.  I never had that experience.  I am an only child and I really wish he could have that experience of have a sibling.  If not he will just be one spoiled rotten little boy.