After a very stressful weekend of driving over the mountain in a snow storm to a family funeral, I woke up in pain and bleeding. The loss of our LO is devastating, and I feel like I failed somehow. I wish you all the best.
Baby boy H is here! Born 2/1/2014

Mysterious_wife: "And for the love of all things that sparkle, remove your last name" on BOTB.
Re: Time to say good-bye
TTC since 6/2003. m/c 9/14/03 8 weeks, 5 chemical pregnancies, mmc 6/04 12 weeks, Michael born sleeping 5/25/05 at 22weeks always our angel, fought ovarian cancer and won, m/c 4/06 5.2 weeks and 7/07 6.6 weeks,Our Miracle baby girl born 4/8/10,mc 12/18/11 at 5.3 weeks, BFP 10/26/12 dating u/s on 11/8/12 showing a strong heartbeat!EDD July 4,2013. RCS on 6/27. Baby boy in NICU for 8 long and scary days before he was able to come home. We are now a happy family of 4
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BFP #1 on 8/11/12 | natural m/c at 5 weeks
BFP #2 on 10/20/12 | due 6/28/13
DS born at 34 weeks with (surprise!) gastroschisis turned short bowel syndrome.
131 days in the NICU, 7 trips to the OR, G-button, daily TPN....
You didn't fail... I'm so sorry for your loss but it wasn't your fault. (((HUGS)))
Try talking to the miscarriage/loss board and when you're ready, the TTCAL board.
DD born May 25, 2009. DS born June 16, 2011. BFP #3. 10/31/12 EDD July 8, 2013
Baby girl #1 7/11/13
Baby girl #2 4/30/15
Baby Boy Due 2/16/19!
DX: Septate Uterus. Septum resection 6/4/13
BFP #1 5/16/2012 Heard/Saw Heartbeat 6/27/2012 No heartbeat at 11 weeks D&C 7/6/2012
BFP #2 10/28/2012 EDD July 12, 2013
BFP #3 6/24/2015 EDD March 8, 2016
IVF #1 = BFN
FET #1 = BFN
FET #2 = BFN
IVF #2 = BFP, b/g twins lost at 20w due to partial abruption/PPROM
IVF #3 = c/p 5w2d
Long-shot Clomid/Prednisone cycle before next IVF = BFP, our beautiful, healthy girl born 6/26/13!
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TTC again March 2014
FET #3 - May/June 2014 - all embryos arrested before xfer - back to the drawing board...
IVF #4 - July/August 2014