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PastryMom53

My son was born 10 weeks early via emergency c-section.  He spent 6 weeks in childrens hospital and has been home almost two weeks.  This is my first time caring for a newborn and because of my husbands job I am alone with the baby 4 days a week.  I find myself crying everyday when he leaves for work and whenever my son cries. 

Everyone talked about this amazing bond I would instantly have with my son, but I am not sure if it is there.  I except help, but then find myself feeling guilty that I am not doing the work.  Because there was so much stress when he was in the hospital and he has only been home two weeks I am not sure if I am experiencing some sort of delayed baby blues or if this is PPD.  I am hoping there are some other preemie moms out there that can give me some insight. 

 Thank you in advance.