Hi Ladies,
I have alot on my mind today, well, the last week really. Sunday is Baby Edyn's due date... I'm having a really hard time knowing that if things had turned out differently I would be holding my baby in my arms this weekend (or at least within a week). Sometimes it hits me like a ton of bricks and I cant speak to anyone and I cry uncontrolably and other times I'm just fine and I can keep doing whatever I'm doing with out skipping a beat. It's definitely been a roller coaster of emotions.
Sunday some family and friends are going to go with us to the cemetery and we're going to release a few pink balloons just to remember Edyn on that special day. If you get a chance say a quick prayer for me and the DH and all other ladies reaching difficult special occasions without their babies this week/weekend. thanks.
Re: Rough weekend ahead.
I dread this day also.
Be strong. I will be praying for you and your family.
This. Keeping you in my prayers. Hugs
BFP#1 - 11/27/09 EDD 8/5/10, DS1 arrived 7/24/10 via emergency c-section.
BFP#2 - 6/18/12 EDD 2/23/13, sweet baby girl born sleeping on 10/4/12 at 19 weeks, 3 days.
BFP #3 - 1/18/13 EDD 10/1/13, natural mc on 2/2/13 at 5 weeks, 4 days.
BFP #4 - 8/29/13 EDD 5/12/14, our sweet rainbow, DS2 born 4/29/14 via c-section