Just venting about the delights of another unexpected emotional upheaval. In the midst of doling out some delicious candies, I close the door and burst into tears. Great.
I live in NJ, so after our week, my town decided to have Helloween tonight.
Just the perfect ending to this crap week.
Since I'm venting thank you I will also report that my Lupron, Estrace and Vivelle cocktail is making me utterly nauseated and headachy.
Ahhh...I feel better already...not so much...but a little.
Re: Helloween.
Sorry.
I stayed inside on Halloween here. No, really, I don't think I stepped outside once (helped by the fact that my office was closed all week after Sandy). My neighborhood is usually chock-full of adorable little goblins. I just wasn't up to it.
Love the euphemism!
I hope things are slowly managing to get back to normal in NJ. I completely sympathize with you, because on my end of things, I can?t tell you what the outcome would be if you mixed a hurricane with Halloween, Lupron and Estrace!!!
I hope you are feeling better tonight! (((Hugs)))
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