Hi ladies. I took a short break from the board after having a little breakdown after my last cycle. I see a couple people have gotten their BFPs which is awesome! I'm about in the middle of my cycle, just waiting for a positive on my OPK. I'm getting the hang of when to test and actually being able to hold it for 4 hours :. I hope to have a successful cycle, but if not, I have an appt with my OB on November 14th and I assume she may choose to get a little more aggressive in TTC.
That's where I'm at. Trying to take care of myself and keep my anxiety and stress to a minimum.
I know what you are feeling, I'm about to breakdown myself at the moment. Sometimes I wish I didn't chart then maybe I wouldn't get my hopes up so much when temps look great. BFN's suck!!
Welcome back! Sorry you are having a tough time. It is a mental and emotional roller coaster for sure! be kind to yourself and try to stay busy with other things. I know it is tough!
I am on CD1 today... cycle 7. ugh. I didn't breakdown...just numb. I go see an RE next week to get a plan and get more aggressive. I never in a million years thought I would have to do that.
***siggy/ticker warning***
Me:36 DH:38 TTC#1 since 4/2012 Me DX: Hashimotos,Hypothyroid, DOR, MTHFR, DH: normal
IUI #1-#4 BFNs and a few cancelled cycles in the mix. - poor responder ***Suprise BFP on 6/13/13. Natural MC @6wks 3days IVF#1 and 2- Cancelled due to no response on max stimms FET 5/20- BFP 1st Beta- 641 2nd beta- 2166 Sono- TWINS!!!! Two Boys! Born January 2015 @36 weeks. Healthy and no NICU! So blessed!
Hey were are here for the supprt of each other, glad you came back!!! Best of luck!
This!
ME:46 MH:44 DE IVF 2014
Met with RE 4/11.
2 IUI's BFN. DE best option. Switched clinics to do
"shared" program.
Had to retake all tests and a mamm that put me behind and then on a DE waiting list for 12 months.
Picked a donor!! (10/13/13) Got matched. Estimated transfer in December. After 2.5 years of patiently waiting I will finally cycle....can hardly believe it. DE cycle got cancelled. One of her tests came back positive. Waiting for another donor. Donor picked!! (1/18/14)
DE IVF #1 (4/26) BFN DE FET #1 (6/4) BFP! Beta 1=339 Beta 2=852 Beta 3=9957 EDD 2/22/15!!
Re: Checking in
I know what you are feeling, I'm about to breakdown myself at the moment. Sometimes I wish I didn't chart then maybe I wouldn't get my hopes up so much when temps look great. BFN's suck!!
Good luck this cycle. hope you see a + opk soon!!
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Me: 41 DH: 46. We are TTC our 1st, started July '11,
3 cycles clomid with Ob,
1 cycle Tamoxifen with Ob,
Diagnosed PCOS 11/5/12
clomid, trigger & timed bd 12/12 BFN
1st clomid IUI 1/4/13 BFN.
2nd clomid IUI 2/13 cancelled didn't respond to clomid.
3/15/13 scheduled laparoscopy & on bcp.
May 10 IUI from injectibles - BFN
May 22 done with interventions it will either happen or it won't.
February 2014 No longer actively trying, but not preventing.
SURPISE BFP 4/2/2015!!!!!!!!!!
Miscarriage 4/23/15
Welcome back! Sorry you are having a tough time. It is a mental and emotional roller coaster for sure! be kind to yourself and try to stay busy with other things. I know it is tough!
I am on CD1 today... cycle 7. ugh. I didn't breakdown...just numb. I go see an RE next week to get a plan and get more aggressive. I never in a million years thought I would have to do that.
Me:36 DH:38 TTC#1 since 4/2012
Me DX: Hashimotos,Hypothyroid, DOR, MTHFR, DH: normal
IUI #1-#4 BFNs and a few cancelled cycles in the mix.
- poor responder
***Suprise BFP on 6/13/13. Natural MC @6wks 3days
IVF#1 and 2- Cancelled due to no response on max stimms
FET 5/20- BFP
1st Beta- 641
2nd beta- 2166
Sono- TWINS!!!!
Two Boys! Born January 2015 @36 weeks. Healthy and no NICU! So blessed!
ME:46 MH:44 DE IVF 2014
Met with RE 4/11. 2 IUI's BFN. DE best option. Switched clinics to do "shared" program. Had to retake all tests and a mamm that put me behind and then on a DE waiting list for 12 months. Picked a donor!! (10/13/13) Got matched. Estimated transfer in December. After 2.5 years of patiently waiting I will finally cycle....can hardly believe it. DE cycle got cancelled. One of her tests came back positive. Waiting for another donor. Donor picked!! (1/18/14)
DE IVF #1 (4/26) BFN DE FET #1 (6/4) BFP! Beta 1=339 Beta 2=852 Beta 3=9957 EDD 2/22/15!!
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