Message from my baby?

starburst0928

Sorry, I feel like I have been starting a lot of posts on this board lately.  I don't mean to be a hog

Today marks three weeks since Bradley left us.  We got to the hospital to be induced at about 7 AM and they started to try to find the heartbeat at 7:15 AM.  We waited until my OB got to the hospital at about 7:30 for an ultrasound to see how the baby was positioned to find the HB.  It was around 7:30 when the OB confirmed via ultrasound that Bradley did not have a HB.  I consider 7:30 AM to be his time of death.  

Fast forward to this morning... I was listening to the same Pandora station I have listed to for YEARS.  I haven't heard a new song on that station for as long as I can remember, and usually, it's the same 20 songs over and over again.  

I was having a rough time this morning, crying and what not, and then this new song came on my station so my ears perked up.  It was 'I'll See You Again' by Westlife.  It's about missing someone, but knowing you'll see them again and you can feel them with you... I looked at the clock and it was 7:30 AM.  

I can't help but know my baby sent me that song to let me know he knows how much I love him and miss him and think about him constantly.  All the songs since that one have been the same old 20 songs that just repeat on my station.  

Here is an excerpt from the song: 

Always you will be part of me
And I will forever feel your strength
When I need it most 

You?re gone now, gone but not forgotten
I can?t say this to your face
But I know you hear

Chorus:
I?ll see you again
You never really left
I feel you walk beside me
I know I?ll see you again 

When I?m lost, when I?m missing you like crazy
I tell myself I?m so blessed
To have had you in my life, my life 

 

 

 

Scrantonluv

That brought tears to my eyes. Thank you for sharing.

I'm so sorry for your loss. Hugs.

Scrantonluv

Tears, though years applies too.

fluttergirlmoonchild79

That was so sweet.  Thank you for sharing this.  I believe our babies send us signs all the time and I think this was definitely a sign.  I'm sorry you're having a difficult day but glad you had this moment.

karebear57

That is so sad and sweet! A couple of days ago I was on my deck and it's been real windy and rainy here. All these leaves were being blown off the trees and falling all around me but this one little teeny, tiny leaf fell right onto my arm. I just know I got it from Bri. I love getting messages from my baby girl!

starburst0928

karebear57:

That is so sad and sweet! A couple of days ago I was on my deck and it's been real windy and rainy here. All these leaves were being blown off the trees and falling all around me but this one little teeny, tiny leaf fell right onto my arm. I just know I got it from Bri. I love getting messages from my baby girl!

That is a wonderful story!  We need to start a thread someday to discuss all of the wonderful messages we get from our babies.  It sucks to say it, but these are some of the best memories we have with our LOs.   

jbranden12

I actually do a lot of my crying in the car. Sometimes I find that a song comes on the radio just when I need it to. Thanks for sharing, this one's beautiful!

tuscanbride2007

How beautiful. Whenever I see a beautiful sunrise (since I am the one that gets up first in the morning), I always feel like my Annabelle painted it just for me. Thanks for sharing!

ILoveRedVino

This is wonderful.  I do hope that we get signs.  I've taken a few things to be little signs from my baby boy that he is happy and watching over us... they could just be in my head, but I choose to believe it.

I'm going to find this song...

lolee465

I'm so glad you got a little message from your baby.

OSUWifey09

This had me tearing up, too - what a beautiful message from your precious baby. Thank you so much for sharing. *hugs*

GavinRonansMom

that was beautiful!!! I really do believe that our children that have passed do talk to us, and send us messages. I would say Bradley was talking to you..letting you know he is happy and he knows you love him. so beautiful!

alyson523

i got goosebumps when i read this...