Bring on the paranoia

Hazell121

Excuse me while I vent for a second.  My LO is 5.5 months old and the absolute love of my life.  I never imagined it would be like this.  It makes me want a whole baseball team's worth of babies! 

   Before getting pregnant with my first LO I was on the pill for about 12 years and it took us 8 months to get pregnant.  Not long, I know, but it felt like forever.  Because of that we decided to just use condoms as BC now instead of me being on the pill.  But, OMG, am I paranoid about it.  At the beginning of last week we got a bit caught up in the moment and didn't use one.  During that time I was having insane amount of CM, good for TTC, NOT good for TTA.  It was stupid I know.  I stopped charting after getting pregnant with my 1st (also stupid) so i'm not quite sure when I was supposed to O.  If the answer is the typical 14 days, I'm so screwed.  If it's a bit later (which used to be my norm) then it just depends on how long those little suckers could hang on for. AGG!  I know the answer is to POAS, but I almost don't want to know.  We have a huge camping trip planned this weekend and I don't want it to impact that.  We're a drinking bunch.  If I wasn't drinking, people would notice!  Sigh.  Dang... I have to POAS don't I. 

Thanks for listening!

bellelamb

Good luck and keep us posted.