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intro - do I belong here?

cg0112358cg0112358 member
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I joined TTCAL after my loss in September 2011 and was an active member for awhile (not sure how long but probably almost 9 months). Recently I took an extended bump break, I just wasn't in a healthy place...too many new faces coming and going so fast that it quickly got to where I only knew a handful of those around. I posted on intro's again and again just to see those people disappear and reappear on the other side. It's not that I'm not happy for those who get to move on so quickly but it still upsets me that it's them and not me. I do lurk sometimes and contribute when I can but it is still hard (like how I just noticed that the bumpie I sent a fertility bracelet to in our exchange last spring just had her rainbow baby). I also feel guilty because I know that so many have been through so much more than I have and then I feel guilty thinking I should be grateful because things could be worse. Anyway, I'll end my rambling post and would love to continue to post here if you'll have me and I'll understand if not.
DS1: 8/3/10, DD1: 8/17/13, DD2: 8/13/15
Twins lost to due to partial molar pregnancy: September 2011 
~~PAL, PgAL Always Welcome~~
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Re: intro - do I belong here?

  • hungryhippohungryhippo member
    Hi cg, I definitely recognize you and remember you being a very active and supportive member of TTCAL for more than 6 months. As far as I am concerned, you are welcome here. I don't know whether your recent absence will make a difference for others or not. I'm sorry you are still in the trying phase of this awful loss journey. [[hugs]]
    TTC #1 since January 2011
    BFP#1 April 12, 2011, EDD December 24, 2011, strong heart beat at 7w3d, d&c at 10w6d
    BFP#2 Oct 24, 2011, natural miscarriage, EDD unknown
    After RPL testing my losses and subsequent infertility are considered unexplained.
    Cycle #22: Femara, TI, and progesterone = BFP!! 
    BFP#3 Dec 21, 2012. Beta #1 @14dpo = 134, progesterone 67.8. Beta #2 @ 17dpo = 664! Team green, EDD 9/1/13, healthy baby boy born 9/12/13!
    imageimage  My chart.


    Congratulations to the fabulous KGS2003! Her sweet boys are here! Grow boys grow!!!
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  • KGS2003KGS2003 member
    Welcome to this side of the board.  I am sorry you have had to join us. 
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  • QuigleyCat1QuigleyCat1 member
    Well hello there!  You've inspired me to intro here.  Smile

    Lilypie - (dLe1)

     

          ***BFP 1-22-13, baby boy dx with Trisomy 13 at 15 weeks.

           We let him go to Heaven on 4-27-13 at 17 weeks 1 day***

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  • poohbear033poohbear033 member
    Welcome to this side of the board. I am sorry you find yourself here.
    Wedding 08/08/08

    BFP #1 12/29/10 EDD 08/29/11 Blighted Ovum 02/09/11 D&C 02/11/11

    Clomid 50mg BFP #2 09/21/11 EDD 05/29/11 Chemical Pregnancy 10/4/11

    BFP #3 4/19/13 Beta1- 106 Beta2- 524 Beta3- 3500 EDD 12/22/13 LO born 12/31/13

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  • HopingforChangeHopingforChange member
    Welcome, cg.  I remember you and am sorry you find yourself here.
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  • cg0112358cg0112358 member

    Thanks, ladies! I know this is a difficult place to be but have seen how much the support and friendship shown on these boards can help. I hope I can be as supportive and comforting to all of you as I know you have been to each other.

    Quig, I'm so glad you intro'd here too! I was hoping to get to "see" you more Smile

    DS1: 8/3/10, DD1: 8/17/13, DD2: 8/13/15
    Twins lost to due to partial molar pregnancy: September 2011 
    ~~PAL, PgAL Always Welcome~~
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