I'm not sure if I can post here, but I lost one of my twins at 13 weeks and 4 days. She was born female, and I named her Alison Makai. She had a brain mass that pierced her brain and caused a massive brain bleed.
I didn't deliver her, but the doctor tried his hardest to take her out carefully, and he showed her to me. I wasn't aloud to touch her but I saw her, she was there, and she was beautiful.
I'm not sure how I'm going to be able to handle this.. I have now a 70% chance of losing twin A.. and I don't even know when that might be.
Once again, I'm sorry if this is the wrong place to post. please forgive me if it is..
Re: Lost my little twin B at almost 14 weeks. ***PAL mentioned***
BFP #2 - EDD 2/26/12 M/C 6/28/11 @ 5w2d
BFP #3 - EDD 4/7/12 M/C 8/2/11 @ 4w2d
Too beautiful for this earth
BFP #4 - EDD 12/09/12, Lucille arrived 11/26/12
BFP#1 - 11/27/09 EDD 8/5/10, DS1 arrived 7/24/10 via emergency c-section.
BFP#2 - 6/18/12 EDD 2/23/13, sweet baby girl born sleeping on 10/4/12 at 19 weeks, 3 days.
BFP #3 - 1/18/13 EDD 10/1/13, natural mc on 2/2/13 at 5 weeks, 4 days.
BFP #4 - 8/29/13 EDD 5/12/14, our sweet rainbow, DS2 born 4/29/14 via c-section