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cmenasco

I had 5 friends that were all due this week (we were to have our C-Section this week as well)....so far 3 have had their babies and FB is full of new baby pictures!  I am trying to stay away as I was suppose to be bring home my baby this week too.  These are good friends from HS, college and now good friends...I want to congrats them, but it's so hard.  Thankfully they are all very supportive and not pushing pictures on me.  I just need to do a FB vacation I think.  Or block them for a while.   AND to top it off I still can't hold one of my BF babies (she had her's the week of our loss in July).  I feel guilty for not holding him, but it's just such a reminder of our loss.  I am ok seeing him now, but still havent held him.  My BF asked another friend of our's if I was every going to hold her baby....but she knows, she is not pushing me, but wants me to love him too.  OK, vent over.  Thank you ladies for listening....this week just sucks.

jbranden12

((hugs)) even though I am in the second tri with my rainbow, I still can't handle pregnancy announcements or photos of babies.

pb127

Big ((hugs)) I still block babies and friends w/lots of baby pics from my FB.