in tears

Mkay&Billy2011

I finally read the girls post on the 69 month board about losing her baby which I knew was a bad idea from the beginning but I did anyways...and j shouldn't of... I am literally in tears now. I cannot even imagine! My heart absolutely breaks for her! I didn't think being a mom could be this stressful just worrying about one thing. I wish there was some reassurance that my daughter is fine because I am stressing out about it. My heart aches just thinking about that! It would be absolutely aweful! Someone please tell me your this paranoid.

I ordered a snuza but have to get a battery for it. I mean I am staying up with her half the night and my fiance the other half because I am so scared. I love my daughter so much and I wouldn't change having her for the world even though it does cause me stress. Ugh. I cannot even begin to describe how much I love her and how much heartache the thought of not having her causes.

ljanette85

I read it too and cried... that is my worst nightmare. I hope that she can pull through

Baby Bouchard

You are not the only one, my poor daughter never got any sleep because I was constantly checking on her. She slept through the night from day 1 and it scared the heck out of me. I would move her around till I could tell she was reactive numerous times through the night just to keep myself from going crazy with fear. 

Our son for the first week woke up every hour and although I was exhausted it was nice to hear those cries. Now he is also sleeping through the night and although not as frequently I still check on him when I happen to stir at night.

It's natural we are parents and our kids are the most important thing in our lives, it's ok to be worried but I believe the chances of it happening are very rare.

Lots of hugs! 

lovebug33

Oh, goodness, I shouldn't have read that. That is my worst nightmare. Now I probably won't sleep tonight.