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10 months today - spiraling

fluttergirlmoonchild79fluttergirlmoonchild79 member
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It's been 10 months since my DH woke me up at 3am to tell me Corbin wasn't breathing.  10 months since I held my Corbin and gave him a kiss.  I woke up this morning and it immediately smacked me in the face.  I miss him so much.  I should be planning his first birthday, not crying and getting ready to go on vacation.  I have to type today's date over and over and over again at work and that's not helping things either.  Every email I receive at work I want to respond with "why the F does it matter?"  I'm so sad, I'm so angry.  I miss him so, so much.  It seems to be getting worse instead of better.  Just needed to vent to people who get it.

 

In memory of Corbin Scott 10/28/11-12/3/11. Heaven got another angel the night you left this world behind Heaven got a little better the day it took you away from me Missing you tonight, see you again sometime For now I'll close my eyes and dream of heaven tonight I'll love you forever I'll like you for always Now and Forever My baby you'll be

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Re: 10 months today - spiraling

  • Bayberry12Bayberry12 member
    I wish I could give you a hug!  I know nothing seems to matter now.  I can't even really say anything comforting, I know nothing can help.  Just, I'm sorry.
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    BFP #1 Jan. 2011 - mmc Mar. 2011 
    BFP #2 Aug. 2011 - My sleeping angel Stella, born April 21, 2012 
    BFP #3 Nov. 2012 - mmc Dec. 2012
    BFP #4 April 2013 - mc May 2013
    BFP #5 Sept. 2013 - EDD 5.24.14
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  • karebear57karebear57 member
    ((Big,big hugs))! I am so sorry. It would really suck having to be at work. I hope you could go home early. And I really hope the day goes by fast for you. ((hugs))
    Tim 12/30/00 Brad 4/30/02 Alex 9/29/03 Lilypie Angel and Memorial tickers
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  • fluttergirlmoonchild79fluttergirlmoonchild79 member

    imagekarebear57:
    ((Big,big hugs))! I am so sorry. It would really suck having to be at work. I hope you could go home early. And I really hope the day goes by fast for you. ((hugs))

    I work from home - which on days like today is both good and bad.  I wish I could just take every 28th and 3rd off but I don't get that kind of time.  

     

    In memory of Corbin Scott 10/28/11-12/3/11. Heaven got another angel the night you left this world behind Heaven got a little better the day it took you away from me Missing you tonight, see you again sometime For now I'll close my eyes and dream of heaven tonight I'll love you forever I'll like you for always Now and Forever My baby you'll be

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  • jbranden12jbranden12 member
    ((hugs)). We do get it.


      Our Angel Patricia born sleeping 3/30/12 at 31 weeks
    Our Fighter Anna born early 1/8/13 at 26 weeks
    Hoping to bring home #3 due 9/9/15
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  • JonesBaby0624JonesBaby0624 member
    I am so sorry!  I wish I had comforting words but all I can say is we care and we get it!!  ((HUGS))
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    EDD: 06/25/2006  M/C: 11/03/2005
    EDD: 04/08/2012  M/C: 09/03/2011
    EDD: 12/27/2012  Born Sleeping: 07/19/2012
    EDD: 12/07/2013  M/C 05/30/2013 & 05/31/2013
    EDD:  07/01/2016 Born sleeping: 03/02/2016



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  • tuscanbride2007tuscanbride2007 member

    I am so sorry that you are having to go through this today. It sucks and nothing else f'in matters. We all understand that!

    ((HUGS)) mama!

    BFP #1 12.24.07 - DD born @ 39w1d on 08.26.08
    BFP #2 08.04.11 - DD born still @ 37w3d on 03.25.12

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    TTC #3 since May 2012

    BFP #3 12.29.12 - CP @ 4w2d on 01.02.13
    BFP #4 10.17.13 - CP @ 4w2d on 10.23.13
    BFP #5 04.06.14 - MMC 05.07.14

    No longer trying to conceive.

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  • dandywarholdandywarhol member
    {{hugs}}
    BFP #1 - Missed M/C, D&C 3.21.11

    BFP #2 - Sylvie V. Q. born and died on 10.28.11 at 21w. Lilypie Angel and Memorial tickers

    BFP #3 - Evie V. Q. Fetal demise @ 16w. DC 7.8.12
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    BFP  #4 - Beatrix V. Q. Born 6.2.13 at 23w6d.
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  • weddedwifeweddedwife member
    I'm so sorry. Having to write that date over and over again would be torture. And to have people all around you carrying on as though today was just another insignificant day is horrible too. Big hugs!
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