Finally!
kpearse99
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It's taken me about 3 months, but I think I am finally at peace with the way my delivery had to happen. It took a lot to get over the fact that I had to be induced and then 28 hours later and 3 hours of pushing I still ended in a C/S (something at the time I didn't care about, but when I got home the whole process hit me like a ton of bricks)
So 3 months, loads of questions to the doctor, tons of research for future deliveries and enjoying every waking moment with my DS I am able to look at my semi smiley faced scar and be proud of what I had to do to get the greatest gift ever! I kind of like that my scar looks like it's smiling, it reminds me how truly happy I am in life right now and how happy my son makes me!
Who knows what will happen with my next pregnancy... if I'll have a vbac or a scheduled c/s... but that's okay 
BFP: 10/27/2011 | EDD: 6/30/12
DS born 6/28/12 via C/S
TTC #2: September 2018
Me: 36 | DH: 39
Mirena removed 9/13/2018 after 6 years
BFP 11/11/2018 | MC @ 5.5 weeks on Thanksgiving
July 2019 - Diagnosed with Secondary Unexplained IF
August 2019 - 2.5 mg of Letrozole = Never Ovulated so Trigger and IUI were cancelled
9/30/2019 - IUI #1 (5 mg of Letrozole + Trigger) = BFP but Betas showed CP @ 4 weeks
10/28/2019 - IUI #2 (7.5mg of Letrozole + Trigger) = BFN
11/25/2019 - IUI #3 (7.5mg of Letrozole, Trigger + Crinone after IUI) = BFN
12/24/2019 - IUI #4 (7.5mg of Letrozole + Crinone after IUI) = BFN
1/24/2020 - IUI #5 (50mg of Clomid + Trigger + Crinone after IUI) = BFN and an Ovarian Cyst
3/2/2020 - Taking a break to reset/NTNP
11/1/2020 - At peace with where things are in life and are no long actively TTC. Whatever happens will happen and it will all be okay.
Re: Finally!
that is great, it took me a bit longer, maybe 5-6 months? I wanted a natural birth and had a very difficult time resolving what happened to me.
you have a great attitude!
DS born via unplanned C-section at 40w6d