I posted a question here last week, but I thought I'd introduce myself and post more regularly!
DH and I have been TTC since Nov 2010 and have had 4 losses in that time. I got my 5th BFP a little over a week ago. I am terrified, and having a very hard time being excited. I am having trouble even thinking about the baby at all because I'm afraid it's not going to last much longer.
On a positive note, my betas were fantastic (doubled in a little over 24 hours). I have my first MFM appointment on Monday morning, so hopefully that goes well.
Looking forward to getting to know all of you!
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BFP#1 -3/18/12- M/C 3/31/12,
BFP#2 -4/25/12, Beta#1 17dpo= 800, Beta#2 20dpo= 3800, Ethan James born 1-5-13
BFP#3- February 2015- natural miscarriage
BFP#4- June 2015- Ruptured ectopic, severe hemorrhage and loss of left tube on 7/10/2015
BFP#5- 12/18/15
First of all, big ((HUGS)) to you! I am so sorry to hear that your journey has been so difficult. Feel secure in knowing you are now surrounded by awesome, strong women who can understand your fears, and share in your struggle!
Now, congratulations on the BFP and the lovely beta numbers! My doc doesn't want to see me until week 6, so I haven't had any beta's yet. We will help keep one another sane here!
CP: 01/2011 | MMC: 01/2012 | MMC: 10/2012 | DS: 11/2013 | MMC: 11/2014 | DD: 01/2016
BFP: 06/2018 - EDD: 02/09/2019
BFP #1 6.19.11 ~ EDD 2.23.12 ~ CP on 6.22.11
BFP #2 7.23.11 ~ EDD 3.28.12 ~ MC on 8.16.11
BFP #3 11.17.11~ EDD 7.31.12 ~ MC on 1.18.12
BFP #4 4.12.12 ~ EDD 12.25.12~ Born on 12.26.12
BFP #3: 01/28/12, EDD: 09/23/12, MMC (BO), D&C 2/16/12 at 6.5 wks
BFP #4: 05/23/12, EDD: 01/31/12, Early MC at 5 wks
RPL Workup: + LPD (7DPO Prog = 7.8, Endometrial Bx = out of phase)
Elevated Alpha 2-glycoprotein IgA and antiphosphatidylserine IgM -->
Hematologist said not to worry and no need for treatment!
Dx: LPD
Cycle #1(08/2012): Clomid 50 mg CD3-7, Ovidrel CD13 + Progesterone = It worked!
BFP #5 on 09/10/12 (11 DPO). HCG #1 @ 14DPO = 131.6 HCG #2 @ 16DPO = 509
EDD: 05/23/2013
TTC since 11/2009; Lap/HSG/Hysteroscopy: 5/2011 (endometriosis - removed; endocervical polyp - removed; high pressure in bilateral tubes - cleared)
BFP #1: 8/4/11; DS1 born sleeping on 11/16/11 at 19w1d
BFP # 2: 5/7/12, EDD 1/10/13, DS2 born 1/4/13
BFP # 3: 11/8/13, EDD 7/17/14, mmc 10wks
BFP # 4: 5/16/14, EDD 1/15/15, praying for our 2nd rainbow baby
Congrats on your BFP and that is great news about your betas.
I am so sorry for your previous losses. I am sending you good thoughts and hope this is your take home baby.