Two months...

a&aw12707

I cannot believe it's been two months. It has been both the longest and shortest time of my life. I have fortunately reached the point where there are more good days than bad. However, when the bad days do come, they are terrible. I have been in a not so good place the past few days, so I'm hoping this week will be better. Hugs to everyone, I hope y'all are doing well.

ILoveRedVino

I am five weeks out, so I think I am in a similar place. Bad days have started to turn to bad hours or bad moments.

It is a weird place because I don't want to leave my baby boy in the past, but time and life go on. It is truly bittersweet. I think H and I are going to get memorial tattoos... neither of us have any right now... so that he is always remembered. My biggest fear is that the pain will become less raw and he will be left in the past. He deserves to be a part of every day.

It is weird, right?

fluttergirlmoonchild79

I remember the 2 month point being very odd.  Like you said, you have more good days and bad but when they're bad they're awful!  It still amazes me how it feels like everything happened so long ago and like it was yesterday all at the same time.  Life in general is just odd anymore.  Wishing you peace and love

Bayberry12

Yes it it an odd place to be.  Im glad that most days are getting easier for you, but I know how hard the bad ones can be.  Sometimes I think its harder to let go of the sadness because its really all I have left to hold on to.  I remember the first time I could fit into a pair of pre-pregnancy jeans and I thought "it's really over", it sucked. 

jbranden12

*ticker warning*

 

 

 

((HUGS)). Our two month angelversary was also Patricia's EDD, so it was difficult. Sometimes the difficult days make us feel closer to our angels for a moment. Take care of yourself!

OSUWifey09

Today makes a month for me, and I feel like I'm in a weird place, too. I don't have totally bad days anymore, but when I do, they suck a lot. Tomorrow's my postpartum, my due date is in a week, and today was the first day I got back into clothes before my pregnancy. It feels good to be back in those clothes because I can finally put all my maternity clothes away, but it sucks at the same time because that's just one more step in the process of moving on. 

Lots of hugs from me - I hope the days continue to get better for you. 

cmenasco

We just hit our two month mark last week and it was harder for me than DH.  Part of me felt like it was just another day as any other, but then part of me got really sad and depressed.  Our EDD is in a few weeks and my DH will be out of town that day.  I so do not want that day to be here!