I feel like I am back to October

Heatherhah

right after the loss of Sydney. My heart feels so broken I know it is probably because it is so close to the anniversary of her death. But it hurts so much to look at her picture right now. My heart aches it feels like it is broken all over again. This just plain sucks. I was doing much better with my grief and here I am again I can't stop crying and my heart hurts. I miss my baby girl so much.

Thank you for listening-

Heather

 

jbranden12

I am so sorry Heather. Some days/weeks are really hard as we remember what we were doing, or what we should be doing. ((BIG HUGS))

JonesBaby0624

I am so sorry and I understand.  ((Hugs))

jlcrhw

I am so sorry you are hurting. (((Big Hugs)))

karebear57

((Hugs)) I am so sorry. I feel the EXACT same way right now too. It'll be 11 months tomorrow and this time last yr was the beginning of the end of my happy pregnancy. I have been crying SO much this past wk, even at work. I hate this. I miss my little girl so, so very much too. I don't know what to do with myself. Feel free to pm me if you want to talk or anything or we could exchange numbers if you like. ((Hugs))

Auki13

I am so sorry you are going through so much pain right now.  For several weeks leading up to Annabelle's first angel-versary I felt like I was grieving just as much as I did when she first passed away.  I honestly felt like I was in a hole and couldn't claw my way out.  I thought that I should be happier because I was pregnant again and that after a whole year it shouldn't hurt so bad.  Well it did, and sloooowly I made it through the days and weeks.  I can tell you that it didn't get better immediately after her birthday, but it did day by day.  If you need to talk more about it, please feel free to PM me any time.  I know we are in similar situations and it can sometimes help to talk more personally to someone who was just there (Annabelle's was in July).  (((HUGE HUGS))) sweetie.

Carolee

Huge (((HUGS))).

pottermommy

Oh sweety. 

I can only commiserate my dear.  I feal thrown back four years ago right now too.  I wish the dates got easier, I wish the pain subsided.  I wish we could just meet up and cry together.

I remember the first birthday, the first angelversary.  THe build up is almost as painful as the day itself. 

I love you and I hope you find some peace somwhere this month.  Remember that you are not alone and if you need to talk and can't find me here I am always on FB so you can ALWAYS ALWAYS PM me there too.

Hugs, lots of them.

astraight15

I'm so sorry Heather.  Some days the grief just takes over & it is impossible to think about anything else:-(  ((HUGS))

weddedwife

I'm sorry Heather. I wish there was some way to take the pain away, for all of us, but I know there isn't. Please just know that we are remembering Sydney too along with you; she is not forgotten. She is special, she is your baby always will be.

Big hugs!!!