This might get long, but it requires a bit of background....I got pregnant when I was 18 with my beautiful daughter. Her father was hardly in the picture. I got pregnant to him 6 months after dating my first ever bf (who I dated for 2.5 years). 3 years after her birth me and my high school love (my first ever bf) got back together, one thing led to another, he proposed we got married. The whole time I said "IF" i had another child he (DH) would have to do all the work, I had done it all on my own and didnt' want to deal with it again. Everything was fine for 2 years or so and then for some reason I got baby fever! It took 5 years total for DH to agree to a baby between us and after some time trying we had a beautiful baby boy. All I can think of now is how I want to be home with him and also have another baby. It is tearing us apart because we can't make me staying at homw work financially and he doesn't know if he is ready to have a baby (he keeps saying "if we have another") or if he ever will be. I feel so guilty because I had no idea I would have all these maternal feelings as I grew older. I always loved my daughter and still do with all that I am, but I guess I grew out of that selfishness....that's not DH's fault, but I don't know how to make things better....Anyone else experiencing this...ie ready for another but DH not on the same page and maybe never will be? sorry for the tyraid!
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