Very Strange Question and Way TMI...

RFBsbride

I'm sorry in advance for this one....

OK, so waaaayyyyy back in 2009 when I did my very first cycle I had this "thing" happen the day before my beta.  I was driving down the highway and I felt this gush.  I rushed home and went to the bathroom and my underwear and shorts were soaked with a clear liquid.  I chalked it up as the Endometrin causing me to leak.  My beta the next day was negative.

Fast forward to my third cycle this past May which was a BFP.  But after a day of yard work a 7w4d I had a gush while putting on my pajamas.  At first I laughed because I remembered the gush from my 1st cycle and assumed I would be seeing clear liquid again....I was wrong.  It was blood.  I had an u/s the next morning and everything looked fine but for the next three days I could feel something that just wasn't right.  I ended up m/c at 8 weeks.

Now I'm in my 2ww for cycle #4 and I'm having that same feeling.

Here's where it gets TMI: the "feeling" is like a squishy bubble "up there" and when I walk, it's almost like I can feel it moving around and today, every once in a while I can feel a little liquid trickling out.  I keep going to the bathroom to make sure it's not blood (which I think it's too early for now anyway - I'm only 4dp3dt) but I really don't like feeling this!  I'm so paranoid... has anyone else ever felt this?  If I make it to the point of u/s I'll definitely say something, but I don't think there's much I can do until then.... Is it from the Crinone?  

Gregermis

Haven't had that happen, but I would call your RE if you do wind up having a gush of anything though.

lynn0926

I have had lots of gushes and bubble feelings. I don't think it means anything specific 2WW wise. If you are on crinone, I would assume the gushes and bubbles would be worse. I think you are just driving yourself crazy, as we all doin the 2WW.

RFBsbride

lynn0926:

I have had lots of gushes and bubble feelings. I don't think it means anything specific 2WW wise. If you are on crinone, I would assume the gushes and bubbles would be worse. I think you are just driving yourself crazy, as we all doin the 2WW.

I know....I promised myself I wouldn't do this with this cycle!  Thanks for your input though.  I actually Googled and for once, it helped (it usually sends me into a tizzy!). But it said its just CM and if it's clear and watery (which it is) its "fertile CM" and everything is fine...so I'm sticking with that and if I make it to an u/s, I'll mention it to my RE.

Thank you! 

scooterq

I had the bubbling feeling a lot, both on bfn and my bfp cycles. It always freaked me out a little too, but I don't really think it meant anything.

Good Luck!!! I really hope this is your BFsP!!!

Jlynn3

Can't say that I've ever experienced that, but I'll be thinking of you and am wishing you lots of luck that this is "the one."

MBfromBMC

No advice. Just (((hugs))) and hoping that it's either nothing or a sign of something good. Hang in there, hon.