I resent my fiance. He's been great during all of this but the truth is that he still has 2 kids. We share 50% custody with their mom so they should be around all the time but I've told him that I just can't take it right now. I've lost 100% of my kids. I feel like he still has 2 reasons to go on. I have none. He misses them and talks about how much he wants/needs to see them. It pisses me off b/c I CAN'T see my babies and I miss them so much! I told him that he should be the one person who understands how I feel and I resent him b/c he can't possibly understand: he has kids to hug and kiss and love and watch grow up. I'm alone.
Is anybody else dealing with this? What should I do? I'm ready to pack my things and leave. It's too much.