having a hard time moving on from LO's father .. we broke up when LO was 6 wks and he's now 6 mos .. my ex is nice when things are going his way and when he's got a gf that's not driving him crazy .. otherwise, he's been terrible to deal with .. he's always so insulting and acting like he's far more superior than I am .. yet, I'm still having a hard time getting over him .. I constantly find myself thinking about how things would be if we were still together .. and how things are going to be since we're not .. I cannot imagine raising my son with somebody else .. I feel like my mind is telling me it's time to move on and start dating other people, but my heart is still holding on .. I think a part of why I have a hard time with being a single parent as well is because my parents were never married and split before I was born .. = so I don't want my LO to go through all the craziness I did ..
Re: moving on