I need a mini vent session! Anyone else?

CashewsMommy

Right now, I dislike OPKs a lot! For the past 3 or 4 days it's been looking like my OPKs could possible getting darker... but really, they're all just the same freaking color. This frustrates me so much! 

 

Anything you need a mini vent session about?  

KGS2003

I am angry at my body for not ovulating and I am so sick of having cycles that are never ending. 

I don't want to go on BCPs but I know I have to and it just plain sucks.

MandaS08

I am pissed that in one month's time I've had to deal with a miscarriage, finding out my dad has liver cancer and having his surgery this week-now praying for a smooth recovery.  To top it off -this week learning that my AMH is now down to .29 and IVF may not even be an option anymore.  Hello World-I've had ENOUGH!

CashewsMommy

wickedsugar:

I am pissed that my body has failed me, and that in less than a month I will be getting an IUD, an it terrifies me...

Oh hun! I didn't know that... i'm so sorry. Our bodies suck right now.  

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CashewsMommy

KGS2003:

I am angry at my body for not ovulating and I am so sick of having cycles that are never ending. 

I don't want to go on BCPs but I know I have to and it just plain sucks.

I'm officially making this my 2nd vent. ITA! 

CashewsMommy

MandaS08:

I am pissed that in one month's time I've had to deal with a miscarriage, finding out my dad has liver cancer and having his surgery this week-now praying for a smooth recovery.  To top it off -this week learning that my AMH is now down to .29 and IVF may not even be an option anymore.  Hello World-I've had ENOUGH!

{{hugs}} 

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psychmajormom

I'm made that I should have delivered my baby this past Monday but instead I'm working on getting a LAP and Hyperscopy to see my "lovely heart shaped ute"

delino

I'm pissed that there are actually people sick enough in the head to bust into a movie theater and start shooting people. Robbing families of their loved ones and the public of their sense of safety.I'm pissed that soooo many people have success with their first IVF and all I have is an empty wallet and broken heart.

KGS2003

delino:

I'm pissed that there are actually people sick enough in the head to bust into a movie theater and start shooting people. Robbing families of their loved ones and the public of their sense of safety.I'm pissed that soooo many people have success with their first IVF and all I have is an empty wallet and broken heart.

(((Hugs))) I agree with everything you said.

Gregermis

delino:

I'm pissed that there are actually people sick enough in the head to bust into a movie theater and start shooting people. Robbing families of their loved ones and the public of their sense of safety.

 

I'm pissed that soooo many people have success with their first IVF and all I have is an empty wallet and broken heart.

((((hugs))))). Right there with you lady.   

CashewsMommy

delino:

I'm pissed that there are actually people sick enough in the head to bust into a movie theater and start shooting people. Robbing families of their loved ones and the public of their sense of safety.

 

I'm pissed that soooo many people have success with their first IVF and all I have is an empty wallet and broken heart.

I agree. {{hugs}} 

VikingQueen

I don't have anything to vent about but I wanted to give you all ((huge hugs)) Love you ladies

buckeyebaby814

Sorry you're OPKs aren't cooperating, Cashews.

I'm completely irritated with my LH/OPKs too.  I'm not temping so I've not confirmed O of course, but half my test line was darker than the control a couple of days ago so I marked my chart as 'ovulated'.  I just want to know when to expect AF so I am prepared and not surprised with a nasty mess.

hungryhippo

I have so much love for all of you, I wish I could make all of these hurts disappear. 

I picked my vent du jour out of a hat and today's selection is: I hate that I have chosen to endure 5 more BFFN cycles before I'll see an RE because population level data suggests i should, yet my whole being is telling me to screw data and follow my gut. 

LSzwaya

I am pissed I have to TTA and that I still don't have a reason for 5 losses in a row. 

minicheezburg

I keep forgetting to take my d@mn BCP's that I am on so I can lose weight to prove to my RE that my weight is not the issue. I wish I could be one of those people who forget to take their BCP's and then they are KTFU. Yeah no such luck.

I don't want to do something of a more permanent form because it takes forever to clear your system. Just to be clear I want to be on Birth control to help my PCOS. I have an overwhelming fear that I will end up with one of the worst out comes. My aunt now has cervical cancer and my gram died from it. Maybe irrational but I am a worst case senerio kinda gal.

minicheezburg

CashewsMommy:

Right now, I dislike OPKs a lot! For the past 3 or 4 days it's been looking like my OPKs could possible getting darker... but really, they're all just the same freaking color. This frustrates me so much! 

Anything you need a mini vent session about?  

UGH I hate OPK's and how they NEVER cooperate! Sorry honey.

minicheezburg

wickedsugar:

I am pissed that my body has failed me, and that in less than a month I will be getting an IUD, an it terrifies me...

No! This is so flipping irritating. I am so sorry honey.

minicheezburg

KGS2003:

I am angry at my body for not ovulating and I am so sick of having cycles that are never ending. 

I don't want to go on BCPs but I know I have to and it just plain sucks.

I feel your pain. It just is not freaking fair.

minicheezburg

MandaS08:

I am pissed that in one month's time I've had to deal with a miscarriage, finding out my dad has liver cancer and having his surgery this week-now praying for a smooth recovery.  To top it off -this week learning that my AMH is now down to .29 and IVF may not even be an option anymore.  Hello World-I've had ENOUGH!

Huge hugs honey, that is so much to deal with. I am so very sorry. Many T&P's for your dad too.

minicheezburg

stlucia_wife:

I'm pissed I have to TTA!

HUGS

minicheezburg

who_dat_grl:

I'm made that I should have delivered my baby this past Monday but instead I'm working on getting a LAP and Hyperscopy to see my "lovely heart shaped ute"

Aw honey I am sorry

minicheezburg

delino:

I'm pissed that there are actually people sick enough in the head to bust into a movie theater and start shooting people. Robbing families of their loved ones and the public of their sense of safety.I'm pissed that soooo many people have success with their first IVF and all I have is an empty wallet and broken heart.

The CO news stunned me and broke my heart. I couldn't even imagine.

Many hugs to you as well my love. I hate this for you.

minicheezburg

buckeyebaby814:

I'm completely irritated with my LH/OPKs too.  I'm not temping so I've not confirmed O of course, but half my test line was darker than the control a couple of days ago so I marked my chart as 'ovulated'.  I just want to know when to expect AF so I am prepared and not surprised with a nasty mess.

Like I told Cashew's OPK's SUCK! Hope that your O date is right so you can be prepared.

 

minicheezburg

hungryhippo:

I have so much love for all of you, I wish I could make all of these hurts disappear. 

I picked my vent du jour out of a hat and today's selection is: I hate that I have chosen to endure 5 more BFFN cycles before I'll see an RE because population level data suggests i should, yet my whole being is telling me to screw data and follow my gut. 

I always try to follow my gut. It is right more often then not.

minicheezburg

LSzwaya:

I am pissed I have to TTA and that I still don't have a reason for 5 losses in a row. 

Many hugs honey. It just plain sucks that you have no answers. I am so very sorry.

mork

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I'm sorry ladies.