TTC after 35

XP: Another BFN

My emotions have been up and down all day, but I'm feeling fairly stable now so this seems like a good time to post.  This past cycle I took injectibles (lupron and follistim) and had back to back IUI on July 4 and 5.  I had some bleeding start on Friday which was a week early for my period.  3 yrs ago when I got PG with DD from IUI I thought I got my period a week later, but I was actually PG.  When the bleeding first started on Friday I convinced myself that maybe this was the case so I didn't call the RE's office.  By yesterday afternoon the bleeding continued so I had to face facts that it's my period, not PG, which was rather dissapointing.  To make matters worse, I go into the RE's office tomorrow, but it might be too late in my cycle to do the regular tx course which would set me back yet another month.  I'm so angry and frustrated.  I can deal with waiting a few weeks longer for a baby, but I'm dreading going back to shots, doctor's visits at the break of dawn and all the accompanying stress.   :'(
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Re: XP: Another BFN

  • I'm sorry.  Negatives absolutely suck.
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  • I'm sorry.  That was exactly how I felt when my last cycle failed when I thought about facing another round of shots, appts and blood draws. 

    I hope it's not too late for tx this cycle.  good luck tomorrow ((hugs))

    Me: 38, PCOS/ DH: 37

    DD born 12.21.09, conceived w/ injects and IUI



    TTC#2 since Nov 2011

    BFP 2.6.12 m/c 6w5d | BFP 5.25.12 c/p

    -Back to the RE-

    3 medicated IUIs, all BFN

    -Taking a break from treatment-

    BFP 11.20.12 ~ EDD 7.28.13

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    I'm sorry.  :(  IF sucks big time. 
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    TTC 10/11. IUI 2/12. BFP 3/8/12. 4/26/12 missed mc. RE consult 5/17/12. IVF #1 ER 7/13/12 53R, 41M ICSIed, 32F, 8 5d, 6 6d blasts - all PGD/frozen. PGD results 1 normal M and 1 normal F, 1 maybe M. FET 9/6, transferred 1 F embie. Beta 9/15 BFN. FET#2 planned for 11/2012 put off until 2013. Surprise BFP 11/21/12!! My son was born on 7/24/13!

    FET 4/28/2015 - Transferred 1 M embie. 5/6/15 BFP!

  • I'm so sorry :( 
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  • I'm so sorry to hear that.  :(

    Melissa

     

    Me - 38 DH - 38 DD - 2 pregnancy
  • I'm sorry, I wish we all could get beautiful BFP's, and someday we will.  Good luck with the RE..
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  • I'm so sorry. I hope that your RE has a great new plan for you!
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  • Sigh. That is disappointing. I don't know why it just can't be easy. Hang in there.
  • I'm sorry, this totally sucks.
    TTC since 3/2010. Me 41, DH-49. After 3 years, 6 IUIs and several IVFs we have finally have our beautiful baby girl, born on 11/7/13.



  • I'm so sorry about your BFN - they are the worst.  I'm right there with you - when it comes to shots, bloodwork, early morning monitoring appts - these thoughts keep me from moving on to IVF #2.  You invest so much time and effort and it just seems like you should be rewarded for all your hard work - take care of yourself and I'm sending you lots of (((hugs))).

    Me 38 MH 41 - TTC since June 2010 - dx with Severe MFI. Straight to IVF with ICSI. IVF #1 - ER 06/13/12 - 9 Eggs Retrieved - 4 ICSI'd - only 2 fert. 06/15/12 - 2DT - 3 cell & 6 cell with fragmentation. Beta 06/29/12 - IVF #1 = BFN. 07/20/12 - WTF Appt -Told by our RE to quit IVF. Second Opinion from RE is good. IVF#2 - November 2012. Estradiol Pills Started 11/6. Stims start 11/16. ER 11/26 - 7 eggs retrieved - all mature. 4 fertilized with ICSI. ET 11/29 Transferred 3 embryos. Beta is 12/10. 1st Beta 81 2nd Beta 160 and 3rd beta 360!!! First U/S 12/21/12 - We saw one beautiful gest. sac. 2nd U/S is 01/04/2013 - H/B 183 02/05/13 - NT Scan - everything looks good and IT'S A BOY!  Aiden was born 08/20/2013.

    IVF #2 is in progress.  ER was 05/12/14 - 11 eggs retrieved, 8 fertilized with ICSI.  ET was 05/15/14 - we transferred 3 embryos as we did on the cycle my son was conceived.  We were able to freeze 3 embryos. Beta is scheduled for 05/26/14.  1st beta - 111.  2nd beta - 159 didn't double :( 3rd beta Friday 5/30) - not a lot of hope left. Beta # 3 is 247 - probably ectopic.  Beta # 4 is 813 - possibly vanishing multiple sydrome?  06/05/14 - 5w4days - first U/S - we see a gestational sac and yolk - still have hope!  06/17/14 - 7w1day - U/S and saw and heard the heartbeat - Finally!  06/27/14 - 8w4days - Baby and heartbeat look and sound great :)  EDD 02/01/14 and It's a boy!


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