***jbranden12***

foxxy1

I noticed on your siggy, you just had a huge milestone. How are you doing?

jbranden12

Hi friend, we're doing so-so. Hitting the three month mark was hard. We should have been celebrating Patricia's one month birthday this past weekend. It actually kind of snuck up on me because we were in the 2ww of our first cycle ttc and I was having a rough time with that. When I realized what day it was, I snapped back into reality and it was not pretty. I felt guilty for having taken my focus off of Patricia, even though I was still thinking about her all the time.

Three months ago, I couldn't even picture life at this point. All I could see was the minutes or hours in front of me. But I know that we have to move forward and keep dreaming, and that we have to choose to do these things. Though I know having Patricia has changed me forever, I want this change to be positive. I want her presence to be like a ray of sunshine around me, not a rain cloud. I'm a work in progress .

Thanks for checking in!