So far this is my favorite part of pregnancy. /sarcasm
I have a -lot- of weird medical issues, some that are just unique and baffling to my PCP, others that people my age shouldn't have yet, and more that are just weird an annoying.
I was diagnosed with PCOS at 16. I had a m/c at 22 (didn't know I was pg) with weird complications and iron deficits afterwards, and at 23 almost lost both ovaries to surgery because I had cyst clusters so large you could see the bulge on my abdomen. At 23 my PCP basically laid it out there that even if they weren't removed, the likelihood of me ever being able to conceive would be slim to none, and the likelihood of me being able to carry to term would be even slimmer. I still opted out of surgery, and strangely the cyst clusters remedied themselves within 4 months. By 25 I came to terms with never having children, stopped thinking about it, and took on my role as kickass auntie like it was my job.
Obviously I got the whole conceiving thing down. It's the carrying to term I get paranoid about now. I was having a conversation with my mother and sister, and my sister brought up that when it's time for it, she wants to help plan the baby shower. My mother interjected and said it was a bad idea, that we should wait, because if we have one, if anything happens late in the game, it will be even more sad and hard to deal with. She wasn't saying it to be insensitive, I completely understood where she was coming from (she's cautiously optimistic rather than happy/excited at this point, as am I), but thanks to awesome hormones, I welled up, stomped my foot like a 12 year old girl, and blurted out "That's not fair!"
I've since put myself in time out, because I know I'm being crazy and irrational and WAY overly sensitive. It gets better, right?
Re: I just had a total meltdown over nothing.
::hugs:: I will keep you & your peanut in my prayers!!!
1/1 Spotting, 1/3 beta 36,000, 1/5 u/s empty sac measuring 7w (9w5d), 1/6 d&c
You will always be loved & missed our sweet angel.
BFP#2 6/10/12 ~ EDD 2/21/13 ~ mm/c 7/12/12 ~ D&C 7/13/12
BFP#3 2/23/2013 ~ EDD 11/5/13 Beta#1 125, Beta#2 436, Beta#3 ???