Reposted from miscarriage/pregnancy loss, Reposted from multiples board.
I keep getting told on different boards to hop on over to another one, where there is even more support. Thank you all for your support, thoughts, prayers and kind words.
First, I want to thank all of you for your amazing support from the beginning. The knowledge and community friendship made me alwYs feel like I belonged. Thank you.Second, to those new and seasoned to this journey I wish you smooth sailing the whole way. And finally, at 3:30am, just 24 hours ago, Monday, June 25, we delivered 3 boys. At 19 weeks and 5 days they were too early to survive. Myself and my husband have tried to begin our new journey, a journey of healing. Only time will tell what our next chapter brings, and when. I can't top thinking that I didn't try hard enough to keep baby b and c, am i a bad mother for not "seeing" my children after they were born?