Well I was offically put on bedrest today. I knew I should have expected it but since everything has been so smooth I thought for sure I would be one of those twin mommies who made it till the end with no problems. My cervical length went from 3.7 - which is great, to 1.2 in a month. So bedrest it is. I know it's what is best for the babies but every know and then my hormones get the best of me and I feel very defeated. Almost like I've failed. I know that is not the case at all and I can luckily tell myself to stop the pity party. At least the babies are both growing great and are the same size. Now we just need to keep them in there a little longer. I went from monthly visits right into weekly - twice a week if you count that I am not starting to see the specialist too, lol.