TTC after 35

A Waiting-game Vent

I just started my new cycle this week and will hopefully ovulate right around 4th of July. This will be our first cycle TTC after our loss a few months ago. I never thought I would be so happy to see AF arrive right on time.

Unfortunately, we are still waiting on the autopsy reports from the loss. While I feel fairly certain this was a random fluke, I still feel like we should have those results before moving forward. If we don't TTC this month we will likely skip the next cycle since our EDD would be the day our angel baby was born. All this waiting is really making me feel stressed. I just want to move on already! 

I know I am still pretty new here, so I hope you do not mind my vent. 

DD#1 8/7/2009 TTC#2 BFP 11/10/12 Baby girl born sleeping at 26 weeks

Re: A Waiting-game Vent

  • I am so sorry for your loss. I can't even imagine how hard that must of been. I hope you are able to get some results to put your mind at ease. Good Luck.

    ME:46 MH:44 DE IVF 2014
    Met with RE 4/11. 2 IUI's BFN. DE best option. Switched clinics to do "shared" program. Had to retake all tests and a mamm that put me behind and then on a DE waiting list for 12 months. Picked a donor!! (10/13/13) Got matched. Estimated transfer in December. After 2.5 years of patiently waiting I will finally cycle....can hardly believe it. DE cycle got cancelled. One of her tests came back positive.  Waiting for another donor. Donor picked!! (1/18/14)

    DE IVF #1 (4/26) BFN  DE FET #1 (6/4) BFP! Beta 1=339 Beta 2=852 Beta 3=9957 EDD 2/22/15!!



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  • I am so sorry for your recent loss :(
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  • Oh wow I am so sorry. I hope you get your answers soon. 
    Me:39 Dx LPD, Fibroid, AMA and all that goes with that. H:37 Dx low motility and low morphology. TTC since 3/12. Clomid 8/12 and 9/12: BFN. 11/12 on a break for Myomectomy sched. 11/26. Resume TTC early 2013.
  • I am so sorry for your loss.  I really hope you get the information you are looking for in time.  I should O around the same time as you, we can be in the TWW together.

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  • I am so sorry for your loss.  I hope your results come in soon and this cycle cooperates.  
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  • I'm sorry for your loss and hope you get your results soon - so you will be comfortable moving forward.

    Me 38 MH 41 - TTC since June 2010 - dx with Severe MFI. Straight to IVF with ICSI. IVF #1 - ER 06/13/12 - 9 Eggs Retrieved - 4 ICSI'd - only 2 fert. 06/15/12 - 2DT - 3 cell & 6 cell with fragmentation. Beta 06/29/12 - IVF #1 = BFN. 07/20/12 - WTF Appt -Told by our RE to quit IVF. Second Opinion from RE is good. IVF#2 - November 2012. Estradiol Pills Started 11/6. Stims start 11/16. ER 11/26 - 7 eggs retrieved - all mature. 4 fertilized with ICSI. ET 11/29 Transferred 3 embryos. Beta is 12/10. 1st Beta 81 2nd Beta 160 and 3rd beta 360!!! First U/S 12/21/12 - We saw one beautiful gest. sac. 2nd U/S is 01/04/2013 - H/B 183 02/05/13 - NT Scan - everything looks good and IT'S A BOY!  Aiden was born 08/20/2013.

    IVF #2 is in progress.  ER was 05/12/14 - 11 eggs retrieved, 8 fertilized with ICSI.  ET was 05/15/14 - we transferred 3 embryos as we did on the cycle my son was conceived.  We were able to freeze 3 embryos. Beta is scheduled for 05/26/14.  1st beta - 111.  2nd beta - 159 didn't double :( 3rd beta Friday 5/30) - not a lot of hope left. Beta # 3 is 247 - probably ectopic.  Beta # 4 is 813 - possibly vanishing multiple sydrome?  06/05/14 - 5w4days - first U/S - we see a gestational sac and yolk - still have hope!  06/17/14 - 7w1day - U/S and saw and heard the heartbeat - Finally!  06/27/14 - 8w4days - Baby and heartbeat look and sound great :)  EDD 02/01/14 and It's a boy!

     "Everything will be okay in the end. If it's not okay, it's not the end."


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  • I am so sorry to hear of your loss, and I hope you are able to move forward soon.
    "Don't look back, you can never look back." - Don Henley
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