Hi. I never posted before. But I read a lot since my son died two days after he was born. It's been two and a half months. It has really helped to read all the posts and feel like I'm not alone. I'm grateful for this site. My husband wrote me a letter and posted it here and it was so special. Just what I needed, a little bit of light to go through this fog.
So today sucks. I've been feeling better for a couple days and today when I get home ALL my plants are dead. (insert f word here). REALLY?! It got so hot in the sun room and they all died in a couple hours I was not home. I know it might be stupid but seeing those little vegetables and flowers grow was the first thing I was excited about since Liam died. I planted them soon after he was gone. Now I'm angry and sad and feeling like I'm cursed or something! Give me a break!
Oh well, I guess I just needed to vent.