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I held it together! (finally lol)

mattea1986mattea1986
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I have been horrible the last few months with other people's baby showers and pregnancies and kid's parties, etc. I have hidden so many pregnant or new mothers from my facebook news feed LOL. Anyway, I knew my husband's best friend and his wife were expecting their first, and when I initially found out I was devistated (DH and I had been trying for a year previous). But I have to say, she was born last week and I only cried a little on the way to the hospital, I pulled it together and got through it, and I've seen her three times since then and no tears (thank God). Then the other day, they asked DH and I to be the Godparents. I was so honoured and happy. I guess I'm just kinda proud of myself because I just never thought I'd ever be able to be happy for anyone having a baby until I had my own. Even DH told me he thought I'd be awful throughout this whole thing lol which is nice lol but I know what he meant lol
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Re: I held it together! (finally lol)

  • freeman2121freeman2121
    Good for you ~ we have to celebrate our steps. "Holding it together" sounds small, but it's bigger than anyone knows
    TTC since 2006 3 Fertility Clinics Test, Pills & Injectables....oh my. Numerous failed IUI's 7 or 8 or more? IVF #1 June 2012 ~ praying this is the only one ER 6/13/12 - 13 ret, 7 fertilized, 7 progressing, ET 6/15/12, BFN & No freeze babies. Onto IVF #2 in October 2012. No, wait, body not cooperating. IVF #2 in November 2012 IVF #2 Began Provera in Sept to make me start. Never started. I O'd on my own??? 2 weeks of BCPs. Period. Baseline & Labs 10/25 Stims started 10/26 ~ 225 Follistim in the am. 150 Bravelle & 5 Lupron in pm. Trigger 11/4, ER 11/6, ET 11/9 - 2 great embies. 3 Freezebabies. Beta 11/23/2012 BFN. Now what??? I don't know if I can keep going? Daisypath Anniversary tickers I know the Lord would put a strong desire in my heart if it wasn't meant to be. - Isaiah 41:10
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  • mattea1986mattea1986
    you are right about that... thank you!
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