DH and I are still very sad about our loss last week. We were so sure we had finally gotten our sticky baby only to have it ripped away from us without warning. I'm still coming across small reminders that I forgot to remove like appointments on the calendar for my first OB appt, alarms I had set on my phone to change my Vivelle patch, and some notes I had jotted down about who to tell and when/how.
Anyway, my RE said we had to wait at least 6-8 weeks before moving forward with IVF#4 (FET#2) which would put us cycling at the end of July/beginning of August. I want to get another cycle going ASAP because of my age (I'll be 37 this year), but here's the issue... My BFF is getting married next May and I am a BM in her wedding - DH is also a groomsman. If IVF#4 is successful, my due date would be 3 weeks before the wedding. Is that cutting it too close? I don't care that I would have to miss the Bachelorette party (and she wouldn't care either), and I'm sure I'd still be able to throw her a shower, but I'm nervous that my due date would be too close to the wedding that if there were complications, I would have to back out and leave her without a BM/GM. Of course, if the result was twins, my edd would be a good month and a half before the wedding.
If I wait a month (which kind of makes me sick to my stomach to even consider) I would "hopefully" be 7.5 - 8 months pg at the wedding.
What do you girls think? Move forward and have a due date a few weeks before or hold off and be pregnant at the wedding?
Re: IVF #4: WWIFVD?
3 failed IVF with OE and 2 failed frozen DE cycles
Last fresh hail mary DE cycle starting Feb 2013
PAIF/SAIF always welcome
1st off, I am so very sorry for your loss. I had no idea. ((huge hugs))
2nd, I think you should go ahead with the cycle as scheduled & not put it off if that's what your heart is telling you, which it sounds like it is.
Countless BFN(s)
Moving to IVF
IVF1 (ICSI): Long Lupron
6R. 3F. 3DT. 8Cell 1Grade 2Embies. 1Frostie.
Beta 1/22: 14 Beta 1/24: 24 Beta 1/26: 28
Round One Result: Chemical Pregnancy
Pressing Forward
IVF2 (ICSI/AH/ACU): Microdose Lupron Flare
13R. 11F. 5DT. 2TFR'ed. 1Frostie.
Round Two Result 4/30: Harsh BFN
FET. 2TFR'ed.
Round Three Result 6/25: BFN
Where do we go from here?
Moving forward with CCRM in 2013
ODWU revealed blocked tube(s). Lap 2/15.
Bilateral Tubal Ligation. Stage IV Endo.
Finally some (tough) answers.
IVF3 (ICSI/CCS): Antagonist with EPP
13R. We have 3 CCS Normal Embryos!
Lupron Depot: May 2013 to August 2013
Long awaited FET on 9/3. 2TFR'ed.
BFP on FRER 5dp5dt: IN SHOCK!
Beta1 9/10: 152.7! Beta2 9/12: 378! Beta3 9/14: 1224!
1st ultrasound 10/1: TWO beautiful heartbeats! Overjoyed!
Yes, fortunately the wedding will be local.
Thank you ladies for your input...it really helps!
IVF #1-July 2011 7/9/11-Started Stims
7/20/11-ER:No eggs in 4/5 follicles. Left the 5th follie intact and converted to an IUI
8/3/11-Beta #1=BFN,
Nov, 2011 BFP #1=m/c at 7 wks 3 days
11/11-AMH .47, IVF #2 March 2012...or not!! Surprise BFP on 2/19. Beta #1=161. Beta #2 305 Our little miracle girl is on her way! Due Oct 29, 2012
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This exactly. IMO a wedding is special but it is one day when being Mom is your while life!
Multiple ectopics, 2 failed IVF's
IVF #1: Did not get to ET, embies all failed PGD (major chromosomal defects)
IVF #2: We have 2 chromosomally perfect embies as a result of PGD (Boy/Girl) 1 failed the thaw (Girl) Transferred 1, yet ended as a c/p
Thought it was the end of our TTC Journey 6/20/2012
SHOCK BFP 9/28/2012: IT'S A BOY! and everything is normal !!!!!!
Little A born 38w 2d on 05/23/13 and is a true miracle for this IF Vet!
This a million times over! You're a sweet friend to be concerned about how you may impact the wedding. That said, YOU are the priority. Whatever the future brings, you'll figure out how to handle the wedding. No sweat! Hugs.
Baby boy Henry born 2015.
Expecting our capstone baby (boy) early March 2018.
I would move forward with the FET when you feel it's right. I wouldn't push it back due to a wedding.
Also, so sorry for your loss and also for the constant reminders. I can relate. I filled out a form to start prenatal yoga and they gave my info to every maternity and baby store in Houston, a doula, and a baby photographer. I keep getting coupons and free samples in the mail and I lost it when I got the first bunch (3 arrived in 1 day). Luckily, it has gotten easier. Hang in there!
After more than 2 years of fertility treatments, FET did the trick!
IVF March 2012 - BFP! - Severe OHSS = 8 days in the hospital in kidney failure
No heartbeat at 10w6d
FET August 27,2012 = BFP!
It's a boy!
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I'm so sorry again for your loss. But there is no way I would ever put a wedding ahead of trying for a baby at this point. You're a good friend, but honestly I wouldn't worry about that at all. Having a baby is the priority, and you can deal with everything else as it comes.
((HUGS))
Early loss 10/08
Lap 1/09
IVF #1 "natural IVF" - 1 egg retrieved, missed m/c
Tried several mini-stim cycles with no response
Switched clinics - dx'd as carrier for Fragile X
IVF #2 MDL protocol Jan/Feb converted to IUI, BFN
IVF #2 take 2: Antagonist, one embie, BFN
IVF #3: Antagonist, no fertilization
One last ditch effort at OE IVF (antagonist with Clomid) cancelled
DE cycle #1 Jan/Feb 2011, BFP, ectopic
DE cycle #2 June/July 2011 - BFP
10/28/11 Baby girl lost at 17 weeks due to pre-term labor. We love and miss you.
DE cycle #3 June/July 2012 - BFP, twins, both heartbeats stopped, D&C
2 frosties but don't know what's next
FET Dec 2012: BFP! Praying this one sticks for the long haul!
Yes... hugs to you.
I would without question cycle as soon as they will let you. I'm 35 and my clock is already ticking so freakin loud, and I hate delays.
Im sorry again for your loss. Best of luck whatever you decide.
IVF #1 w ICSI in July 2010 = BFN
IVF #2.1 in Oct 2010 converted to IUI = BFN
IVF #2.2 w ICSI in Dec 2010 = BFN
Met with new RE in new city on 1/31/11.
IVF #3 w ICSI in April 2011. HPT on 5/9 = BFP!
Beta #1 on 5/10 (10dp5dt) = 99.4. Beta #2 on 5/12 = 284. First u/s on 5/26. = Fraternal TWINS!
Twin boys born & lost on 8/16/11 at 18w1d due to PPROM & preterm labor.
IVF #4.1 in Jan 2012 converted to IUI on 1/7/12 = BFN
IVF #4.2 w ICSI in Feb 2012. Lupron on 2/10. Stims on 2/18. ER on 2/29- 7R,6F
ET scheduled for 3/5/12- nothing to transfer
Dh seeing new MFI uro & Dh starting meds- June 2012.
IVF #5 in Dec 2012 = BFFN.
IVF #6 planned for Spring 2013. Praying for our take home baby/ies.
**P/SAIF and P/SAL always welcome!**
This. Do not put cycling on hold. If things work out for you, which i hope they do, and things mess with the timing of the wedding, you'll deal with it as it comes along. And your friend can't be mad at you knowing everything you've gone through to get where you are. :::hugs::: hang in there sweetie. Been thinking of you.
Tara & Dave - TTC since September 2006
PCOS - dx 1999 (amenorrhea) | freakishly long fallopian tubes
Hypoglycemic | thyroid issues | severely anemic
Multiple Clomid cycles of 50, 100, 150 - absolutely no response
Follistim 50/100 | Follistim 75/125 | Follistim 100/150 IUI - all BFNs
Converted IVF - BFP - m/c | FET - BFN | IVF #2 = BFN
IVF #3