I've been very anxious and full-on panicked the past few days. I've also been feeling depressed. I have a therapist I see on Monday, but I have two days to drag my feet through and I'm starting to get that whats-the-point feeling. I'm second guessing my relationship and I don't know if I can trust my feelings or if it's just anxiety. I have an anxiety disorder so it's sometimes very hard to differentiate what is valid and what is just my disorder. I'm wondering why I'm bringing a child into a world of inevitable suffering.
Re: I think I'm having a panic attack
I have minor anxiety--especially during PMS. This week I have been breathing very shallowly and exhibiting signs of anxiety even though I am technically not worried about anything.
It's excellent that you are going to talk to a therapist on Monday. This weekend, I would suggest taking it easy. Lay down and practice breathing deeply. Try to do things that you enjoy that take your mind off the worries. Remember that part of the issue is hormones.
Good luck, Olive! I'm trying to remember to breathe too.
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