Long time no type......

wmthorpe0815

Hey Ladies! I decided to jump off of the face of the earth for awhile. I feel like its been forever since I even typed in thebump.com. I needed time away as I started to find some peace in this whole situation. I went throught my EDD, mothers day, and the after shock that its over and I have no daughter. We have been in a really good place since Mothers Day. That day was hard as our pastors  prayed for the childless mothers. But as time went on it seemed like Letson was holding my hand. She has been doing such an amazing job giving me pushes in the right direction.

I cant tell anyone but you guys that I talk to her almost everyday. I tell her about my day or what her big brothers did that week. I now smile when I think of her and a dark cloud doesnt taint my vision. I am proud to be her mom and openly and easily talk about her. My first comment when I see the pity look is " she saved my life and I know she is with me everyday" But I wanted to let ya'll know I am thinking of you all. You are always in my thoughts and prayers.  I am sorry I disappeared for so long. I just was starting to have some joy in my life and I didnt know how easily it could be broken. But I love you girls and I am always thinking of you. {{HUGS}}

fluttergirlmoonchild79

That is such a beautiful perspective and I know Letson is so proud of you.  I think all of our angels lift us up and give us strength and courage everyday.  I talk to my Corbin all the time.  Can't get through my day without it.  We may not have our children here with us but we have some amazing angels!  {{HUGS}}

foxxy1

I'm so glad to hear from you! I'm really, really glad you're doing well.

I also talk to Ethan every day. I also sing to him. I know he's with me every step of the way.

lhakers

I have been wondering how you were, I hadn't seen you post in a really long time.  I am glad you are doing well.  ((HUGS))

Carolee

Welcome back and (((HUGS))).