Fairly uneventful except for a drawn out crying jag because he and his mother don't understand how a breastfed baby acts...
And a hormonal, stress driven nervous breakdown on my part when they left. It's hard. It goes against all my maternal instincts to let him see Henry. He wants to take him away from me. You don't forget or get over that.
But, I'm trying. I told him I want to work to 2-3 1hr visits per week, but he HAS to give me time. I've also told him to give me 24hours notice on all visits, as well as who will be coming with him.
"Hormonal, stress driven nervous breakdown"..been there done that, its hard to not over analyze and drive yourself to being upset. This visit is something that's a big deal so I'd say its normal to have a breakdown over it. You sound like such a great mama though and just be strong. Rest assured that you are doing trying to do the right thing and what's best for your LO. I'm sure it will get easier.
and I love the ticker in your siggy "Boob juicin" ..lmbo at work!!