I have been strong and doing well, I didn't expect to wake up this morning so sad. It hit my like a ton of bricks. 6 months ago, we gave birth to our terminally ill son. I can't believe its already been 6 months when - today - it feels so raw, so new.
This road is such a roller coaster ride, but not a fun one. I really dislike the ups and downs of it all. I wish it was just a straight and narrow path - you start doing better and it only gets better from there. Sadly we all know thats the farthest thing from the truth.
Re: 6 months...
Thinking of you today and always. I just had my 6 months last weekend and it was difficult for me too. Try to be gentle on yourself and feel what you feel. One thing that helped me was to think back on the happy memories. Yes, they still made me sad but it also helped me crack a smile. Take time to think about how amazing your little boy was and always will be.
{{HUGS))
In memory of Corbin Scott 10/28/11-12/3/11. Heaven got another angel the night you left this world behind Heaven got a little better the day it took you away from me Missing you tonight, see you again sometime For now I'll close my eyes and dream of heaven tonight I'll love you forever I'll like you for always Now and Forever My baby you'll be
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BFP #2 - EDD 2/26/12 M/C 6/28/11 @ 5w2d
BFP #3 - EDD 4/7/12 M/C 8/2/11 @ 4w2d
Too beautiful for this earth
BFP #4 - EDD 12/09/12, Lucille arrived 11/26/12
Remembering Robby