my doctor told me I have ppd, I went to see a therapist and they told me that it's basically been there all along and having my son made things worse for me. I want to get on medication but I'm not sure if it's a good idea. I don't have thoughts of hurting my son but I do of hurting myself, which I have in the past. I also have severe anxiety and when ever my son cries uncontroliby I start to panic and get really frustrated. Anyone have any advice? I'm going to see a psychologist on Friday and he may write me a px.