Well here it is. On this day two years ago we made the heart wrenching decision to take my son off of life support. The nurses took his hand and feet prints. Gave them to me with a little chain in a heart shaped box with a sad bear on it. They also gave me all the blankets he used while in the hospital. I wanted none of that sh*t. I wanted my baby. Two years later the pain is just as intense as the day it happened. I am completely falling apart. SO came home drunk (this is not the norm and of course for this day I let it slide) and cried himself to sleep.I miss my baby so much. Every night I still pray God will bring him back to me.
This is when he was a few days old
This is when we brought him home.
This is about week after being home.

This is the night before he died.

Gavin Alexander I miss and love you so much my baby. My heart will forever be broken until we meet again.
Thanks for the support ladies. ![]()
Re: Angelversary
In memory of Corbin Scott 10/28/11-12/3/11. Heaven got another angel the night you left this world behind Heaven got a little better the day it took you away from me Missing you tonight, see you again sometime For now I'll close my eyes and dream of heaven tonight I'll love you forever I'll like you for always Now and Forever My baby you'll be
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BFP #1 12.24.07 - DD born @ 39w1d on 08.26.08

BFP #2 08.04.11 - DD born still @ 37w3d on 03.25.12
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TTC #3 since May 2012
BFP #3 12.29.12 - CP @ 4w2d on 01.02.13
BFP #4 10.17.13 - CP @ 4w2d on 10.23.13
BFP #5 04.06.14 - MMC 05.07.14
No longer trying to conceive.
There is nothing I can say but I am sitting here crying with you. I am so sorry.. And Mr Gavin is so beautiful!
I can't even begine to give words b/c this is and incredibly hard day. Hugs.
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