Late Term and Child Loss

Angelversary

Well here it is. On this day two years ago we made the heart wrenching decision to take my son off of life support. The nurses took his hand and feet prints. Gave them to me with a little chain in a heart shaped box with a sad bear on it. They also gave me all the blankets he used while in the hospital. I wanted none of that sh*t. I wanted my baby. Two years later the pain is just as intense as the day it happened. I am completely falling apart. SO came home drunk (this is not the norm and of course for this day I let it slide) and cried himself to sleep.I miss my baby so much. Every night I still pray God will bring him back to me.

This is when he was a few days old

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This is when we brought him home.

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This is about week after being home.

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This is the night before he died.

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Gavin Alexander I miss and love you so much my baby. My heart will forever be broken until we meet again.

Thanks for the support ladies. <3

 

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Re: Angelversary

  • Hugs to you today and always.  Sunday will be 6 months since we lost Corbin.  I'm already in a funk.

     

    In memory of Corbin Scott 10/28/11-12/3/11. Heaven got another angel the night you left this world behind Heaven got a little better the day it took you away from me Missing you tonight, see you again sometime For now I'll close my eyes and dream of heaven tonight I'll love you forever I'll like you for always Now and Forever My baby you'll be

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  • ((Hugs to you and your family today.))

    BFP #1 12.24.07 - DD born @ 39w1d on 08.26.08
    BFP #2 08.04.11 - DD born still @ 37w3d on 03.25.12

    Lilypie Angel and Memorial tickers

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    TTC #3 since May 2012

    BFP #3 12.29.12 - CP @ 4w2d on 01.02.13
    BFP #4 10.17.13 - CP @ 4w2d on 10.23.13

    BFP #5 04.06.14 - MMC 05.07.14

    No longer trying to conceive.

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  • Big hugs to you and your family today, Steph. You offer inspiration and hope for those of us with more recent losses, but this does not mean you have to be strong. Happy angelversary to your sweet Gavin.


      Our Angel Patricia born sleeping 3/30/12 at 31 weeks
    Our Fighter Anna born early 1/8/13 at 26 weeks
    Hoping to bring home #3 due 9/9/15
  • Hugs to you... thank you for sharing the photos of your beautiful baby. 
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  • There is nothing I can say but I am sitting here crying with you.  I am so sorry.. And Mr Gavin is so beautiful! 

    I can't even begine to give words b/c this is and incredibly hard day.  Hugs.

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    *HUGS* to you today and always.
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  • (hugs) to you and your family
    BFP#1: EDD 10/11/11 Our sweet boy Robin was born 7 weeks a little early on 8/23/11 due to HELLP syndrome, unfortunately he was diagnosed with Trisomy13 and left us on 8/29/11. BFP#2: EDD 10/13/13
    thelossblog.blogspot.com
  • love and prayers to you and your family
    Lilypie Angel and Memorial tickers

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  • I'm so sorry. ((HUGS))
    Lilypie Angel and Memorial tickers Baby Birthday Ticker Ticker Pregnancy Ticker
  • Huge, huge hugs to you.
    TTC since November 2009. DH diagnosed with sperm antibodies. IUI #1 = BFN IUI #2 = BFN On the road to IVF.... Egg Retrieval Jan 21, 2011 16 eggs retrieved Egg transfer Jan 26, 2011 Only 2 viable eggs transferred. 1 IVF, 1 ICSI IVF #1 = BFP :-) 10/3/11 No heart beat at 38 weeks: Our baby Jack became an angel 12/14/11 = natural BFP Rainbow baby Samantha Jacklyn born8/8/12. Lilypie Angel and Memorial tickers
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