Dreams

Heatherhah

Hello ladies-

   Well since Sydney died I haven't ever had a dream about her unless I don't remember my dreams maybe i had one then but I usually remember all of them . Well yesterday and last night I had dreams of my sweet baby the last one I remember was we thought she had died and she actually lived but had special needs and I was so happy my sweet baby was alive she was clapping and smiling at us. My heart aches for her. It was so strange dreaming of her and waking up and she was still gone it sucks so bad. I don't know if I want to go back to not dreaming about her since the dreams hurt so much.

Just wanted to share I know you ladies would understand.

Heather

tuscanbride2007

You got to spend time with your angel, even if it was briefly.

((Hugs to you))

xxswebbxx

This sucks! It happened to me everyday I woke up in the hosptial.

pb127

((HUGS)) Heather! It's so bittersweet, it's such an amazing thing to spend time with our LOs but it hurts so much to wake up

tubbsy32

i can totally relate! i remember one dream about jacob, i felt like i could actually smell him in my dream(that wonderful newborn smell with milk breath). my dream was wonderful and amazing, but once i woke up i was so heartbroken, i just layed in bed and cried. of course we understand you! ((Hugs))

medblais

I have never dreamed of my daughter. I typically have very vivid, intense dreams, but have not been lucky enough to have Genevieve in them. My DH has had several dreams of her though. He usually wakes up with feelings very similar to yours. He will get very emotional and tell me about the shock of waking up only to realize she is not here, and all the pain he feels all over again. Sorry you are hit so hard by reality upon waking, but cherish the dreams as glimpses of your baby girl that you otherwise could not get.