Late Term and Child Loss

Remembering the worst day of my life: warning rainbow mentioned



Last year today I lost my precious baby boy. I woke up too the worst nightmare of my life & still can't believe he is gone. I miss him so much the pain is still so fresh & yet it has become managable I still think every day what he would be doing now & I picture how he would look at this very moment. I am pregnant with my rainbow & she will never ever replace caiden but she has brought some hope back to my life because I was ready to give up. I want to thank all the ladies that have been there writing me words of encouregment & getting me through days where I wanted to lay down & die. It really does help to have other people to relate too though it is a super sad subject & I wish none of us had to endure these losses of are precious little angels. I hope all you ladies are doing ok & I am sad to see so many new losses I wish I could take all are pain away & make it better. I'm just glad that every time I have come on this board to post that I've never been judged or made to feel bad Thankyou for that I really do appreciate it. I just wanted to come & remember him on here today I know its hard when we come to anniverserys or birthdays so thankyou for just letting me vent. 

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Re: Remembering the worst day of my life: warning rainbow mentioned

  • Huge hugs to you!! I'm sure Caiden is watching down on you and looking out for his sister too.
    DS- Brenden born 11/13/93 Missed miscarriage on March 6, 2007 @ 9 weeks D&C on March 8th 2007. Riley Annalise born 2/25/08 ( 3 weeks early weighing 8 lbs 12.8 oz.) Chemical pregnancy 3/2010. Sydney Adriana born sleeping on 9/30/11 weighing 10lbs 3 oz at 38wks 4 days. Trinity Alivia born via c section at 36 wks 4 days weighing 9 lbs. 5.7 oz. She is our amazing rainbow baby!!! Lilypie Angel and Memorial tickers Lilypie First Birthday tickers PGAL buddy drvst8
  • ((big hugs)). Such difficult and conflicting emotions you must be feeling today. I am so happy your rainbow has brought you hope. Happy angelversary to your precious Caiden!

      Our Angel Patricia born sleeping 3/30/12 at 31 weeks
    Our Fighter Anna born early 1/8/13 at 26 weeks
    Hoping to bring home #3 due 9/9/15
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    Thank you for checking in. I know Caiden is so proud of you and his little sister you're carrying. Even though today is very sad, try to smile, at least once.

    You're welcome back here anytime, for any reason.

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  • Happy angelversary to your sweet boy, Caiden. Big hugs to you today.

    BFP #1 12.24.07 - DD born @ 39w1d on 08.26.08
    BFP #2 08.04.11 - DD born still @ 37w3d on 03.25.12

    Lilypie Angel and Memorial tickers


    TTC #3 since May 2012

    BFP #3 12.29.12 - CP @ 4w2d on 01.02.13
    BFP #4 10.17.13 - CP @ 4w2d on 10.23.13

    BFP #5 04.06.14 - MMC 05.07.14

    No longer trying to conceive.

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  • Thanks for all the kind words & support ladies
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