Last year today I lost my precious baby boy. I woke up too the worst nightmare of my life & still can't believe he is gone. I miss him so much the pain is still so fresh & yet it has become managable I still think every day what he would be doing now & I picture how he would look at this very moment. I am pregnant with my rainbow & she will never ever replace caiden but she has brought some hope back to my life because I was ready to give up. I want to thank all the ladies that have been there writing me words of encouregment & getting me through days where I wanted to lay down & die. It really does help to have other people to relate too though it is a super sad subject & I wish none of us had to endure these losses of are precious little angels. I hope all you ladies are doing ok & I am sad to see so many new losses I wish I could take all are pain away & make it better. I'm just glad that every time I have come on this board to post that I've never been judged or made to feel bad Thankyou for that I really do appreciate it. I just wanted to come & remember him on here today I know its hard when we come to anniverserys or birthdays so thankyou for just letting me vent.
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