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I'm back. For real this time (loss ment.).

kpowers982kpowers982 member
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Miscarriage confirmed via ultrasound at the perinatologist's office this afternoon. No fetal pole in the sac at 6w3d. I was totally prepared for this, but after stringing me along with false hope for over 2 weeks, it still hurts. Up next (after a D&C): RPL testing, saline hysterosonogram, and RE referral. 2 losses in 3 months - I'm tired. I think I'll take a break and figure out my next move. Thank you for all the kind words and well wishes over the past few weeks.
Cycle 7: BFP 1-17-12, Missed Miscarriage at 8w6d (measured 7w2d, no HB), D&C 2-29-12
Cycle 9: BFP 5-3-12:EDD 1-24-13 It's a girl! Born 12-27-12 Baby Birthday Ticker Ticker Image and video hosting by TinyPic
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  • Laurakat81Laurakat81 member
    Oh I'm so sorry. I was really hoping this wasn't going to happen. (((Hugs)))

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    BFP #1: 12/2009 m/c 1/2010 BFP #2: 6/2010 m/c 8/2010

    BFP #3: 10/2011 ectopic 11/2011 (right tube removed, learned left tube was probably nonfunctional due to scar tissue from infection after m/c)

    3 failed IUIs, IVF #1: 18R, 12M, 10F, 3 poor quality 5d embryos transferred= BFP #4!!!!!

    Betas: 9dp5dt: 64 ~14dp5dt: 91 (expecting miscarriage, doubling time of 236 hours) ~16dp5dt: 200~18dp5dt: 500

    First Ultrasound at 6w2d revealed two sacs, only one with a heartbeat

    LK arrived after 42 weeks on August 14, 2013! Beautiful, healthy, and happy!

    TTC#2: IVF booked for April 2015

    Surprise BFP#5 February 19, 2015 EDD: November 2, 2015

    Betas: 10dpo: 10, 14dpo: 77, 17dpo: 270

    First Ultrasound at 5w1d showed a miracle UTE baby! And right ovary ovulation to left fallopian tube.

    JD arrived at 38 weeks on October 20, 2015.

    TTC #3: Since October 2017. BFP #6 July 2, 2018 EDD: March 16, 2019 [/spoiler]


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  • AquaFlowersAquaFlowers
    I'm so sorry for your loss. 
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  • killian09killian09 member
    So sorry that it didn't work out the second time around. ((hugs))
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  • sammer818sammer818 member
    NO! I'm so sorry you are back here. I was so excited for you when you got to move over to the other board. *HUGS* We're here for you sweetie. I'm glad you have a plan for what's next.

    TTC since April 2010
    BFP #1 – March 2011, missed m/c April 2011
    BFP #2 – October 2011, m/c November 2011
    Surprise BFP #3 – December 2011, diagnosed as cornual, terminated January 2012
    BFP #4 – June 2012, m/c July 2012
    Diagnosed with bicornuate ute and MTHR gene mutation
    BFP #5 – October 2012, missed m/c November 2012
    BFP #6 – January 2013, m/c March 2013
    No longer TTC. Diagnosis: Hostile ute. Heartbroken and bitter. Pursuing surrogacy.
    June 2013 - Carrier found! Could this really happen?!
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  • jenn0021jenn0021 member
    I'm so sorry. Sending you huge ((hugs)). This just isn't fair. Take as much time as you need and if you do decide to return, we will be here for you.
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    Started TTC June 2010
    BFP #1     07/04/10. EDD 03/14/11. Missed m/c 08/09/10. D&C 09/27/10. }Casey & Jaimie{
    BFP #2 01/14/11. EDD 09/25/11. Missed m/c 02/18/11. D&C 02/24/11. }Dustin{
    TTA for 18 months and then TTC for 12 months
    BFP #3 08/18/13. EDD 04/30/14. Missed m/c 09/25/13. D&C 09/26/13. }Daylin{
    TTA for 7 months
    Jan-Mar 2014 - RPL, SHG, karotyping: all results normal
    TTC Again May 2014
    Progesterone & baby aspirin combo for 5 cycles     - All BFN's
    SA with DNA fragmentation = Perfect results
    Diagnostic cycle monitoring = Polycystic ovaries leading to premature egg release
    TTA Oct 2014 - Jan 2015
    Jan 2015 - Medicated cycle with timed intercourse
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  • Elle jMElle jM member
    I'm so sorry.  Lots of ((hugs)).
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  • jinxycat24jinxycat24

    I'm so so sorry for your losses and that you have found yourself back here.

    (((big  hugs))) 

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  • rebekamrebekam member
    Oh hun! I am so sorry! Ts & Ps! Much love sent your way.. PS check your mail...
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  • vanessa lynnevanessa lynne member
    I am so sorry.
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  • QuigleyCat1QuigleyCat1 member
    I am so sorry to hear this news. You'll be in my thoughts and prayers sweetie. I hate that you're here again! ((HUGS))

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  • Mom of two 2012Mom of two 2012
    Sorry to see you back ((hugs))
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  • ct103ct103 member
    NOOOOOOO! I was so hopeful for you! I'm so sorry for your loss. Good luck with all of the medical stuff coming your way. As for the emotional side of things... HUGE HUGS COMING YOUR WAY!
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  • klbowieklbowie member
    I am literally heart broken for you!! I am so sad to see your post here.  I was really really hoping this was your rainbow baby.  I hope your D&C goes well.  I am at a loss for words.  If you need anything, anything at all, you can PM. 
    BFP#1 02/19/12 missed mc 03/30/12 1st D&C 05/16/12 2nd D&C 08/17/12 
    BFP #2 06/26/13 EDD 2/26/14 Hoping for my rainbow baby!
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  • raashtonraashton member
    I am so very sorry sweetie. 
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  • MeganS313MeganS313 member
    Im so sorry you're back.  I'm glad you have a plan for now.  Take as long as you need...we'll be here waiting for you. 
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  • bananersbananers member

    Oh sweetie. No. Crying

    I'm so sorry. I had such high hopes for you. ((big hugs))

    BFP #1 10/6/11 | EDD 6/15/12 | MMC 11/7/11 @ 8w3d | D&C 11/14/11

    BFP #2 8/22/12 | EDD 5/5/13 | DS1 born 5/9/13

    BFP #3 4/25/15 | EDD 1/7/16 | MMC 7/2/15 @ 13w1d | D&E 7/8/15

    BFP #4 12/9/15 | EDD 8/22/16 | DS2 born 5/18/16 at 26w2d

    Just keep swimming.
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  • GatorBaby2012GatorBaby2012
    I'm so sorry sweetie! Hugs!
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  • Mash67Mash67 member

    ohh no, Im so sorry!!

     

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  • kwilson158kwilson158
    I am so sorry about your loss and that you are re-joining us here...I was hoping so badly this was your sticky baby....praying everything goes good with your D&C....
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  • AngnShaunAngnShaun
    Im so so sorry hun {{HUGS}}
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  • KacyChicagoKacyChicago member

    I am so sorry for your loss, kpowers.

    I am also sorry you had to come back to this board. I apologize that I'm not around much anymore, but please don't hesitate to message me if you need anything.

    Thinking of you, as always.

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    We lost our first (EDD 07/23/12) after finding out at 12 weeks there was no longer a heartbeat. Our rainbow was born 05/22/13 and was worth all we went through.

    “So can you understand? Why I want a daughter while I’m still young? I wanna hold her hand and show her some beauty before all this damage is done. But if it’s too much to ask, it’s too much to ask … Then send me a son.” – Arcade Fire
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  • minicheezburgminicheezburg member
    I am so sorry sweetie and I hate that you have to be back here.
    Me(26)DH(33)
    TTC for #1 since Jan 2010
    BFP #1 Oct 1 2010 MC Oct 3 2010
    DX PCOS w/ AO Nov 2011
    3 rounds of Clomid all BFN
    BFP #2 10/12/12 Beta #1 45.1 Beta #2 160.7 * 2/27 diagnosed with IEF in utero.
    Dalaney born @ 35w2d via emergency C-section due to Pre-E after 30 hrs of labor & losing her HB twice. She weighed 5lbs 8oz & was 19in long on May 26th 2013 @ 605am

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  • GregermisGregermis member
    ((hugs))  I am so sorry things didnt' work out Sad
    TTC #1 Since 4/2010, Cycle 30
    Positive for HLA-B27, I'm a mutant :p
    Testing - Me ok, gluten issue? DH - borderline count, low motility
    4/28/11 IUI#1 = BFP!(5/25), EDD 2/2/12 - m/c 5w3d
    7/3, 7/31, 9/25 - IUI#2-4=BFN
    IVF#1 - 1 blast = BFP!! (12/30), EDD 9/9/12, confirmed c/p 4w2d
    FET#1 3/2/12 - 2 blasts =BFP!! EDD 11/18/12, us#1 = twins! Confirmed m/c 5w6d
    4/20-surprise BFP and another c/p 4w2d
    FET#2 7/16/12 - 2 blasts = BFN
    FET#3 8/20/12 - 1 blast - BFP!! Beta #1-2=177, 354
    1st u/s 5w6d, one beautiful little HB :), 2nd u/s 146bpm
    baby girl born 5/10/13

    TTC#2 since 12/17/2014, Cycle 8
    Repeat Testing...FSH=12, AMH=3.8, AFC=28. 
    IUI#5 5/10/15- c/p?
    IVF#2 8/19/15 - cancelled due to cysts
    IVF#2 take two 10/2015 - 5 blasts frozen
    FET#4 12/11/2015 - BFN - 4 blasts remaining
    FET#5 2/18/16 - BFP!!!  Beta1-3, 126, 250, 745!!

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  • delinodelino member
    I'm so sorry that you're going through this.  ((HUGS))
    3 ectopic pregnancies (EDD's 1/30/12-tube removed, 6/2/12-methotrexate and 10/2/12-methotrexate)
    IVF and Natural FET resulted in BFN's and a hole in our wallets
    Natural BFP #4 on 9/7/12 gave us our miracle on 5/18/13
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  • peloquinJpeloquinJ member
    I'm so sorry for your loss. I felt like it was so much harder being in limbo with a negative result than just getting the bad news up front. I hope your break helps you heal physically and emotionally.
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    TTC#1 starting Feb 2011, BFP #1:5/31/11, CP: 6/6/11; BFP #2: 7/9/11, loss confirmed 8/3 with D&C on 8/12 finding complete molar pregnancy. Forced break until Feb 2012. My blog image
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  • panacea05panacea05 member
    Dammit. Talk about the roller coaster ride from hell. I'm so sorry you're back here. ((hugs))
    It was a rough road, but Arlo Daniel was born April 1, 2013—and our second rainbow is due October 12, 2014.
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  • lsuhoneybadgerlsuhoneybadger member
    I'm so sorry hon.   Lots of (((((hugs))))
    BFP #1:  8/10/11 EDD: 4/9/12 Natural miscarriage @ 7 weeks: 8/20/11
    BFP #2: 8/31/12 EDD: 5/18/13 Chemical pregnancy: 9/4/12
    BFP #3:  5/17/13  EDD: 1/24/14 Loss at 5 weeks: 5/29/13

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    Lots of testing, all clear with the exception of compound heterozygous for the MTHFR mutation. 

    Cycle 1: Femara, trigger shot, Bravelle added due to slow response = BFN
    Cycle 2: Cancelled due to two cysts =(
    Cycle 3: Femara, Bravelle, trigger shot and IUI = BFP then loss #3
    Cycle 4: Femara, Follistim, trigger shot and IUI = BFP!  EDD: 6/7/14

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  • shanrobshanrob member
    I'm so sorry.  I was pulling for you :(  I am glad you are getting a thorough check up before proceeding.  This just sucks.
    BFP #1 - Chemical Pregnancy ----BFP#2 - DD born at 32 weeks-----BFP #3 Spontaneous Identical Twin Boys lost due to Missed M/C - on 7/1/11----BFP #4 Baby girl lost due to Trisomy 22 on 1/6/12 PGAL and PAL Always Welcome! Image and video hosting by TinyPic
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  • KDS1987KDS1987 member
    I am so sorry, you continue to be in my prayers. 2 losses in 3 months is a lot of heartache, take care of yourself.
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    BFP #1 11/5/11 EDD 7/22/12 MC 11/14/11
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  • HopingforChangeHopingforChange member
    I'm so very sorry.
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  • ChloBubChloBub member
    I'm so sorry. Sad This sucks.
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  • baby&theseababy&thesea member

    Noooo :( I'm so sorry you ended up back here too. You were such a huge support to me last week.  I'm sorry for your loss. 

    TTC since Jan2011
    BFP#1 11-23-2011 EDD 08-01-12 -- early miscarriage 11-27-2011 @ 4W4D
    DX hashimoto's hypothyroidism Jan2012
    BFP#2 5-14-2012 EDD 01-21-13 -- early miscarriage 05-17-2012 @ 4W3D
    BFP#3 7-15-2012 EDD 03-29-13
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  • DaisyZHDaisyZH member
    I am so so so sorry Sad  Thoughts and prayers to you.


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  • kiki4kiki4 member
    Oh sweetie, this breaks my heart. I am so sorry.
    BFP 1/19/12 No heartbeat at 7w4d 3rd dose Cytotec 3/1/12
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  • buckeyebaby814buckeyebaby814 member
    I am so very sorry hon.  Big ::HUGS::

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  • AtleighdanAtleighdan member
    I am so sorry you are going through this. Especially since you had to be pulled along for 2 weeks. (((hugs))) to you and good luck with everything coming up.
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  • iheartcoffeeiheartcoffee
    Oh My Gosh, I am so sorry! After one loss you think you can be prepared for another but it doesn't work out that way. I am so sorry that you had  losses in 3 months. (((HUGS)))
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  • LaTi07LaTi07 member
    (hugs) I'm so sorry!

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    ♥BFP #2 "Offspring"- 11/10/12 | EDD: 07/25/13 | incomplete m/c 12/14/12 @8w1d | D&C 12/21/12♥
    ♥BFP #3 "Progeny" - 02/16/15 | It's a BOY!! | EDD: 10/17/15 | BD: 10/23/15♥
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  • EKGibsEKGibs member
    I'm so sorry. maybe testing will give you some answers to get your take home baby. ((((((((((((((((((((((((huge hugs)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))
    TTC since 4/28/07
    Diagnosed w/ endometriosis 12/2010 Laproscopic surgery & 6 months of Lupron
    BFP 12/17/2011,EDD 8/23/12,ectopic discovered 12/29/11 at 6 weeks recieved methotrexate
    Dec '12 HSG & ultrasound showed abnormalities & more endo. Laproscopic surgery in January '13 showed significant damage & scar tissue from Endo. IVF is our best shot to concieve our rainbow.

    June '13 Decided to go the adoption route!

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  • hrgunasekera1hrgunasekera1
    I'm so sorry ((hugs))
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    BFP #1: 12/5/11, M/C 12/19/11
    BFP #2: 5/22/12 Due 2/1/13 Baby girl born 2/2/13
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