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Trying to find peace of mind...

LTV2013LTV2013
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TTC after miscarriage with the help of IUI and gonal F. I'm just really stressed and feeling that I'm not pregnant again. I'm coming to the end of my waiting period and can just have a feeling that I'm not pregnant and dreading starting the process all over again. I have read some post and they describe IUI as "discomfort" but for me it was pain. I HATE needles and couldn't stand to inject myself. My fiance comes home too late on the weekdays and could only help on the one weekend night Sad. Yes, I know I should wait but it's easier said than done...and knowing that if I'm not pregnant, I would have to start the process right away is freaking me out!!!

A little background...a few months before my miscarriage, my mom died and so I am also dealing with that (and apparently not very well) Crying

Lost and hurting....

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  • Country Girl in the CityCountry Girl in the City
    I am so sorry for your losses.
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  • lindaeverlylindaeverly member
    I am so sorry for both of your losses!  I'm sorry that you feel so alone in all of this.  Nobody should feel like that.  ((hugs))
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  • lovelyday39lovelyday39 member
    I am so sorry you are having to go through all of this :(

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  • younmebabe12younmebabe12 member

    I'm so sorry for you loss.  But I know the feeling.  I'm coming towards the end as well and feel like I'm not pg at all.  

    But I want to wish you the best and good luck to you.

    When do you go for your bloodwork?  I go on Friday. 

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  • annaliselannalisel member

    I'm so sorry for your losses. A miscarriage after IF is just cruel.

    TTC when you are having problems is exhausting. I hope you are wrong and the IUI worked, but there's nothing wrong with taking a month off if you need it for your mental health.

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  • danieleandwaynedanieleandwayne member

    I am so sorry-- it sounds like you have a sh!t-ton on your shoulders right now. I'm not the religious, life-after-death/heaven-hell type, but sometimes I ask my loved ones who are no longer with me to watch over me and help me with difficult tasks-- maybe if you're up for it, you can ask your mom to help you get your baby? 

    ((hugs))

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  • emikatemikat member
    I'm so sorry for your losses.  
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  • LTV2013LTV2013
    Thanks to everyone for their kind words and thoughts. I guess this month is harder for me with the 2 week wait, mother's day and her birthday as well. Who knew you writing it out on this board would make me feel better. Thanks again!
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  • LTV2013LTV2013

    Thanks...I go on Friday as well. Good Luck...Smile

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  • MrsTRAVMrsTRAV member
    I'm sorry for your loss

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  • sel*stellasel*stella
    Hugs to you. I hope you find some comfort in all the support here.
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  • LTV2013LTV2013
    Positive pregnacy test !! Woohoo!!! Now the dreaded 12 weeks wait....lol. Shhhhh!Big SmileParty!!!
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