Hi, I am new first time posting, I am due in one week (having a c-section) and I have an overwhelming feeling of not wanting to be a mom. I am married and this was planned I however have been feeling this way throughout. I find myself planning an exit. Adoption is not a choice as my husband is over the moon. At week 23 we had to stop talking about my feelings with his as he gets SO mad. Everyone is so happy and excited and all I do is sit home and cry most days and don't want to talk to anyone. I am wishing there was a rewind button. I just want it to be my husband and I. I don't want to be a mom. Don't know if anyone has ever felt this way but I thought I would give it a go. Sorry if I have bothered you. Thanks.