I'll start. honestly, I'm not excited that the 2013 boards are up, because I started TTC in 2010 and had a few cycles that could have ended in 2010. So no, the prospect of being on a 2013 board isn't hopeful to me... It feels horrible and makes me feel broken... Sorry if I'm not farting rainbows right now, but I'm just not gonna fake it.
I agree I'm in a funk today too. I'm not happy about the 2013 boards either. Just like you have been trying since 2010 so makes me feel like crap that they are up. Tested this morning after our first round of injectables and got a BFN. I do love the GIF though. Is that Kendra Wilkinson?
My pity party: I would bet about $150 that I O'd yesterday..
and we are TTA since the D&C.
Still gotta deal with O cramps (and some other unpleasant symptoms) - but don't get to use the opportunity, or even have any kind of BD due to pelvic rest.
*Pity Party is on!*
In honour of VQ - Some more laughter medicine for us all:
נשמה שבאה לעולם למספר חודשים לשהות במעי האם, היא נשמת צדיק גמור שבאה לעולם רק לתקן פגם קטן ולאחר מספר חודשים אלו היא שבה למקומה לגן עדן להתענג על ה'. לעתיד לבוא נשמה זו תוכר באחד מבנייך ובזכות נשמת צדיק זה תזכי להיות במחיצת צדיקים TTC Since September 2011 BFP#1:Dec.1.11 EDD:Aug.09.12 MC:Jan.11.12 (9WK5D)-Natural
BFP#2:Apr.18.12 EDD:Dec.21.12 MC:May.1.12 (6WK3D)-D&C
BFP#3:Sep.12.12 - Suspected CP | BFP#4:Dec.1.12 - Suspected CP
BFP#5: Dec.26.12 EDD:Sep.10.13 MC:Jan.7.13 (4WK6D)-Natural
BFP#6: Jun.11.13 EDD:Feb.23.13 Beta: #1=8000 #2=24532 US@6wk2d showed 7wk2d size with 143BPM HR * NT US@12wk6d looked good. A/S passed with flying colors and our team color is Blue! *Grow my little Pamplemousse*!!!
Today is CD1. I have cramps from hell. I woke up at 5am to temp every effing day, peed in a cup almost all month long, strategically coerced DH into BDing at the appropriate times, and now I have a crime scene in my pants to show for it. I'm exhausted from being overworked and under appreciated. DH is OOT because his grandmother passed away so I'm lonely and sad I can't be with him and his family right now. I'm a Fatty McFatso and just keep seeing the scale going up while I bust my butt trying to be healthy. I hate that I just went shopping for new clothes and had to buy a size 14. I don't feel like there's anyone in my life other than DH that I can be 100% candid and truthful with so I don't feel comfortable talking about my problems with anyone, except for my therapist for $100 an hour, which I'm tired of paying. I gave up wheat and could really go for some comfort junk food to ease my pain.
On the bright side, I will be having cheesecake tomorrow!
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I'll join in now. BTW--HUGE hugs to all of you ladies
Red light on TTC. Stupid GI issues. I'm so over whatever is going on with my body. And the kicker--it all stems from my honeymoon. Picked up a parasite while in the DR and haven't been the same since. Now it's flucking with TTC...not amused.
TTC #1 since November 2011
** BFP #1 - M/C at 6 weeks 4/13/2012 **
** BFP #2 - expecting a little leprechaun!! EDD 3/21/13 | HB 7/30/2012 (6w3d) **
NT Scan 9/4 - looked great! | Grow, baby, grow!!! | A/S 10/29
I remember after my loss my midwife saying "I just have a feeling you will be expecting again by this time next year." I remember thinking "what? I'm going to get pregnant by the next 3 months and have another baby this time next year." Well, we were both wrong. No baby. No pregnancy.
My little boy went to heaven during childbirth
type 1 diabetic for 7 years. Been on the pump for 6 years.
Re: FF Friday Pity Party thread anyone?
I'm sorry sweetie. Big (((HUGS)))
BTW...I totally thought you meant Fertility Friend.
LMAO...it sure cheered me up. Daylights you have the best gifs...
My pity party: I would bet about $150 that I O'd yesterday..
and we are TTA since the D&C.
Still gotta deal with O cramps (and some other unpleasant symptoms) - but don't get to use the opportunity, or even have any kind of BD due to pelvic rest.
*Pity Party is on!*
In honour of VQ - Some more laughter medicine for us all:

נשמה שבאה לעולם למספר חודשים לשהות במעי האם, היא נשמת צדיק גמור שבאה לעולם רק לתקן פגם קטן ולאחר מספר חודשים אלו היא שבה למקומה לגן עדן להתענג על ה'. לעתיד לבוא נשמה זו תוכר באחד מבנייך ובזכות נשמת צדיק זה תזכי להיות במחיצת צדיקים
TTC Since September 2011
BFP#1:Dec.1.11 EDD:Aug.09.12 MC:Jan.11.12 (9WK5D)-Natural
BFP#2:Apr.18.12 EDD:Dec.21.12 MC:May.1.12 (6WK3D)-D&C
BFP#3:Sep.12.12 - Suspected CP | BFP#4:Dec.1.12 - Suspected CP
BFP#5: Dec.26.12 EDD:Sep.10.13 MC:Jan.7.13 (4WK6D)-Natural
BFP#6: Jun.11.13 EDD:Feb.23.13 Beta: #1=8000 #2=24532 US@6wk2d showed 7wk2d size with 143BPM HR * NT US@12wk6d looked good. A/S passed with flying colors and our team color is Blue! *Grow my little Pamplemousse*!!!
My temp took an epic nosedive this morning, and the AF cramps started a few days ago and I STILL POAS this morning. WTF is wrong with me.
That's a lot of caps, I swear I'm not yelling. I want to though. I also sort of want to destroy something.
Today sucks.
((hugs))
I'll play because I'm in the same mood.
Today is CD1. I have cramps from hell. I woke up at 5am to temp every effing day, peed in a cup almost all month long, strategically coerced DH into BDing at the appropriate times, and now I have a crime scene in my pants to show for it. I'm exhausted from being overworked and under appreciated. DH is OOT because his grandmother passed away so I'm lonely and sad I can't be with him and his family right now. I'm a Fatty McFatso and just keep seeing the scale going up while I bust my butt trying to be healthy. I hate that I just went shopping for new clothes and had to buy a size 14. I don't feel like there's anyone in my life other than DH that I can be 100% candid and truthful with so I don't feel comfortable talking about my problems with anyone, except for my therapist for $100 an hour, which I'm tired of paying. I gave up wheat and could really go for some comfort junk food to ease my pain.
On the bright side, I will be having cheesecake tomorrow!
I'll join in now. BTW--HUGE hugs to all of you ladies
Red light on TTC. Stupid GI issues. I'm so over whatever is going on with my body. And the kicker--it all stems from my honeymoon. Picked up a parasite while in the DR and haven't been the same since. Now it's flucking with TTC...not amused.
** BFP #1 - M/C at 6 weeks 4/13/2012 **
** BFP #2 - expecting a little leprechaun!! EDD 3/21/13 | HB 7/30/2012 (6w3d) **
NT Scan 9/4 - looked great! | Grow, baby, grow!!! | A/S 10/29
***All AL always welcome***
type 1 diabetic for 7 years. Been on the pump for 6 years.