one of those days

stephymercado

i wish things would get easier, it seems one minute im fine doing ok and others i just cry and cant help but wonder how big i would be, if our peanut was a boy or a girl, i feel so alone at times dont get me wrong my husband is a great support system but i just feel bottled up and not having a girl best friend anymore doesnt help.

panacea05

TTCAL is one hell of a roller coaster ride. Lots of ups, lots of downs. I'm sorry you're having a bad day--and I hope tomorrow is much happier. ((hugs))

Bizzy80

(((Big Hugs))))

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DaisyZH

I'm so sorry you're having a hard time sweetie   It's okay to grieve, to think about your baby, and it's okay to be sad.  I'm sorry you feel alone, it's so hard not to have a girl best friend to talk to.  Luckily there is this board at least that has a lot of awesome ladies to support each other.  (( Hugs )), I'm so sorry.

MeganS313

Sorry you're having a rough day!  Sending you lots of ((hugs)). 
I think its totally normal to think about all the what ifs in a loss.  Hopefully tomorrow will be a better day!

NBBride05

Sorry you are having a bad day. I understand - I have good days and bad days and it seems like that is very normal. HUGS!

ktsnshn

I am sorry. Those days suck. ((hugs))

rjblack424

I hope tomorrow is a better day for you!  If it helps at all, i've felt in a weird slump since Mother's Day, and I don't know why.  Maybe the significance of the day?  I thought I was doing so well, m/c was 3 months ago, and it's like MD came with a vengeance and BOOM, dejavu.   Crying it out to my DH helped me, so maybe you can find your 'out' source and that'll help you too.  A good cry helps me, always, and often *admitedly unfortunately* {hugs} to you!!!

stephymercado

thank you all wish i could give you all a big hug i feel better knowing that im not alone in this and im not wierd feeling these feelings im haveing many of you all feel the same lots of love to you all