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::sigh:: it never gets any easier does it..

VikingQueenVikingQueen member
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Seems like for the past week everyone that has come in to my office was either pregnant or carrying a baby.. even most the guys that have come in have had a small child or baby with them.. and if there isn't someone like that in here someone is in here talking about babies..

I just want my baby back.. I just want to be pregnant.. I just want to have hope that sometime in the near future that maybe by chance I would have a family.. but no I have none of that..

Pity Party of One here..

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Re: ::sigh:: it never gets any easier does it..

  • shellycoshellyco member

    I'm so sorry you're feeling down.  When it rains it pours!

    You will have a family- you will!  Just keep swimming! 

     

    DD 9/2/13


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  • ct103ct103 member
    ((Hugs)) I'm sorry. You're traveling such a difficult road. All I can say is you're in my T&P's.
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  • ktsnshnktsnshn
    I am sorry VQ. We all have had those days. ((hugs))
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  • DebateThisDebateThis member

    Drinks x1000.

    I'm sorry and I wish I had something better to say.

    Out of curiosity, have you considered single parent/donor cycle IUI/IVF ?

    Six years of infertility and loss, four IUIs, one IVF and one very awesome little boy born via med-free birth 10.24.13.
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  • sammer818sammer818 member
    Can we make it a pity party of two so I can join? I'm having a rather rough go of it lately too. I'm so sorry you're having a "down" moment. *HUGS* You can't lose hope though. Sometimes, I think hope is really the only thing that gets us through. Hoping your tomorrow is a brighter one.  

    TTC since April 2010
    BFP #1 – March 2011, missed m/c April 2011
    BFP #2 – October 2011, m/c November 2011
    Surprise BFP #3 – December 2011, diagnosed as cornual, terminated January 2012
    BFP #4 – June 2012, m/c July 2012
    Diagnosed with bicornuate ute and MTHR gene mutation
    BFP #5 – October 2012, missed m/c November 2012
    BFP #6 – January 2013, m/c March 2013
    No longer TTC. Diagnosis: Hostile ute. Heartbroken and bitter. Pursuing surrogacy.
    June 2013 - Carrier found! Could this really happen?!
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  • funny bunnyfunny bunny member

    *Hugs*

    I wish I could tell you that it gets easier - but all I can say is that I hope we just get stronger from all of this. 

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  • VikingQueenVikingQueen member
    imageDebateThis:

    Drinks x1000.

    I'm sorry and I wish I had something better to say.

    Out of curiosity, have you considered single parent/donor cycle IUI/IVF ?

    Thanks for the drinks

    I actually have thought about that. I do have an age in my mind that if I don't have a SO and I feel my clock ticking, it is something I would definitely consider. Either way, I want to be a parent somehow even if I never find Mr.Right

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  • VikingQueenVikingQueen member
    Thanks ladies. I have been doing great lately, this just hit me for some reason.. blah..
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  • DebateThisDebateThis member
    imageVikingQueen:
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    Drinks x1000.

    I'm sorry and I wish I had something better to say.

    Out of curiosity, have you considered single parent/donor cycle IUI/IVF ?

    Thanks for the drinks

    I actually have thought about that. I do have an age in my mind that if I don't have a SO and I feel my clock ticking, it is something I would definitely consider. Either way, I want to be a parent somehow even if I never find Mr.Right

    I really hope it works out for you!! I think you've got the strength to do it however it works out. :)

    Six years of infertility and loss, four IUIs, one IVF and one very awesome little boy born via med-free birth 10.24.13.
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  • krisztina33krisztina33

    <<hugs>> Don't lose hope--that's what we have to cling to right now.  We will all come out stronger from this and will make awesome moms.  And you have lots of time miss youngin! :)

    Hope tomorrow is better for you...

    TTC #1 since November 2011
    ** BFP #1 - M/C at 6 weeks 4/13/2012 **
    ** BFP #2 - expecting a little leprechaun!! EDD 3/21/13 | HB 7/30/2012 (6w3d) **
    NT Scan 9/4 - looked great! | Grow, baby, grow!!! | A/S 10/29

    ***All AL always welcome***
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  • raashtonraashton member
    I am so sorry sweetie!  I wish I could gaze into a crystal ball and tell you exactly when the father of your future children will waltz into your life.  All I can tell you is that in my heart of hearts, I feel that there is someone waiting for you, to give you beautiful earth bound children.
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  • ChloBubChloBub member
    ((((HUGS)))) It just really sucks sometimes.
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  • shanrobshanrob member
    Feel free to add me to the pity party.  I'll bring the sangria.
    BFP #1 - Chemical Pregnancy ----BFP#2 - DD born at 32 weeks-----BFP #3 Spontaneous Identical Twin Boys lost due to Missed M/C - on 7/1/11----BFP #4 Baby girl lost due to Trisomy 22 on 1/6/12 PGAL and PAL Always Welcome! Image and video hosting by TinyPic
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  • Elle jMElle jM member
    ((hugs)) Some days are so much harder then others.
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  • DaisyZHDaisyZH member
    imageshellyco:

    I'm so sorry you're feeling down.  When it rains it pours!

    You will have a family- you will!  Just keep swimming! 

     

     This!  (( hugs ))  I'm so sorry you're having a rough time.   


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  • LaTi07LaTi07 member
    Sweets, you WILL have a family and you WILL be an amazing mom! There is no doubt that you will meet Mr. Right and go on to have an awesome family. I know it's hard right now, but good things are coming! (hugs)

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  • LSzwayaLSzwaya member
    ((Hugs)) I am sorry. 
    MC 4/09 at 6w2d 
    Rainbow Jude 
    born: 12/31/09
    Pre-E Induction at 36w4d
    11 Day NICU stay due to GBS infection

    TTC#2 10/2010
    M/C: 4/09/11 5w
    CP: 12/26/2011 
    CP: 1/28/2012 
    MMC: 4/16/2012 at 11w2d 
    Ectopic: 6/25/2012 MTX 07/03/12
    CP 11/24/2012 
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    born: 9/11/13

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  • BOTB32010BOTB32010 member

    Can I join your pity party VQ?

    ((Hugs)) I can totally relate.

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  • RickandTriciaRickandTricia member
    I'm sorry, VQ. ((hugs))
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  • VikingQueenVikingQueen member
    Thanks ladies. I hope it happens for me one day, I hope it happens for all of us one day.. Just sucks to be in limbo, I know I'm young and I hear that all the time, but I had my future planned until C destroyed my dreams and me nearly with them.. :/ everyday I get a little stronger though and I'm coming into my own person and meeting tons of people, just sucks to go home at night alone... Especially knowing I should have a child to come home to, regardless of if I had a man or not, I should have a child.. All I got is the pups.. Lol
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  • lsuhoneybadgerlsuhoneybadger member
    ((((hugs))) VQ
    BFP #1:  8/10/11 EDD: 4/9/12 Natural miscarriage @ 7 weeks: 8/20/11
    BFP #2: 8/31/12 EDD: 5/18/13 Chemical pregnancy: 9/4/12
    BFP #3:  5/17/13  EDD: 1/24/14 Loss at 5 weeks: 5/29/13

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    Lots of testing, all clear with the exception of compound heterozygous for the MTHFR mutation. 

    Cycle 1: Femara, trigger shot, Bravelle added due to slow response = BFN
    Cycle 2: Cancelled due to two cysts =(
    Cycle 3: Femara, Bravelle, trigger shot and IUI = BFP then loss #3
    Cycle 4: Femara, Follistim, trigger shot and IUI = BFP!  EDD: 6/7/14

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  • buckeyebaby814buckeyebaby814 member
    Big ::HUGS:: honey.  So sorry you're feeling down.

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  • Mom of two 2012Mom of two 2012
    ((hugs)) I'm so sorry.
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