TTC after 35

My hormones have been turned up to 11.

What the heck??!?

I don't know if this is my body getting regular since October when I removed the Mirena, but man oh man I cannot stop crying. So far today, I have cried because my dog wouldn't stop whining to go out and then whining after 2 minutes outside to come back in and then whining after 5 minutes to go back outside-- 4 times. I cried because the Bump is going to the new format. I cried for every one of the Grey's Anatomy episodes I've watched since waking up at 3:30am waiting to start my day. 

This is ridiculous. I feel like I'm 14 years old again. If I start crying over Stuart Salsbury or Darren Apfel again, I will check myself into therapy.

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"You have to do your own growing no matter how tall your grandfather was." 
        -- Abraham Lincoln
 

                           Me:39  MH:39 
DD born 6/1/2013 after 15 months of TTC with one loss.    
TTC #2: BFP 4/22 but stalled growth and no HB at 9w3d on 5/30        

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Re: My hormones have been turned up to 11.

  • Maybe there's something in the air, I've been crying at the stupidest things all week!!! Happy tv commercials, sad tv commercials, magazine articles, because DH is going away for two nights, you name it. I am worn down from being sick this week, but this is out of control!
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    Me 41 DH 46  Not actively ttc, surprise BFP on 1/6/11! 4/1/11 m/c our sunshine at 16wks after complications from CVS test. TTC #2 **5th cycle 12/6/11 BFP! Missed m/c at 9 weeks 1/21/12, trisomy 14. Two Chemical PG 3/12&7/12
    ** BFP 8/16/12 beta #1 148! beta#2 407 beta #3 4000 u/s 9.10 1 lovely hb 126, Baby Boy is due 04/28/13!!
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  • Dude.  I'm so with you on this.  I've either been crying or screaming since yesterday...I have no idea what's going on with me.  I cried at Dr. Who, I cried at a baby picture from my best friend, I screamed at the dog for jumping all over me.  I am a wreck today!
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    Sorry you are having a rough go of things. 

    I started crying last night over the condiment crisis in my refrigerator.  I was trying to clean it out and became so overwhelmed that I started to cry.  I'm not sure whether I should blame the bbq sauce that expired in 2010 or the big jar of capers with 2 capers left. 

    Hope your hormones settle down soon!

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  • imageowlprof:

    Sorry you are having a rough go of things. 

    I started crying last night over the condiment crisis in my refrigerator.  I was trying to clean it out and became so overwhelmed that I started to cry.  I'm not sure whether I should blame the bbq sauce that expired in 2010 or the big jar of capers with 2 capers left. 

    Hope your hormones settle down soon!

    Sorry you're having a rough time, too. But this totally made me LOL. :)

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    My Age - 41, DH's Age - 42

    TTC #1 since November 2011
    Dx: Endometriosis, Stenosis of the Cervix, Uterine Polyp, Hostile CM and Borderline PCOS
    Stage 1 Endo and Uterine Polyp removed and Cervix widened on July 9, 2012.
    IUI #1 Clomid 50 mg - 3/6/13 BFN
    IUI #2 Clomid 50 mg - 4/3/13 BFN
    IUI #3 Clomid 50 mg - 10/4/13 BFN
    IUI #4 Clomid 100 mg + HCG trigger - 11/2/13 BFN
    Cycle #28 - Clomid 100 mg + HCG trigger + TI (IUI #5 cancelled) - 2/5/14 BFN
    IUI #5 Clomid 100 mg + HCG trigger - 3/5/14 BFN

  • I feel for you. I hope they settle down.
  • imageowlprof:

    Sorry you are having a rough go of things. 

    I started crying last night over the condiment crisis in my refrigerator.  I was trying to clean it out and became so overwhelmed that I started to cry.  I'm not sure whether I should blame the bbq sauce that expired in 2010 or the big jar of capers with 2 capers left. 

    Hope your hormones settle down soon!

    I totally empathize with you, but this totally made me laugh. And this is also why I refuse to spend too much time pondering the contents of my fridge...

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    "You have to do your own growing no matter how tall your grandfather was." 
            -- Abraham Lincoln
     

                               Me:39  MH:39 
    DD born 6/1/2013 after 15 months of TTC with one loss.    
    TTC #2: BFP 4/22 but stalled growth and no HB at 9w3d on 5/30        

    <a href="http://www.fertilityfriend.com/home/3a2798" style="font-size:smaller;" >
    <br /> My Ovulation Chart</a>

  • Thebump and the capers - sorry but too funny! I fully expect to be right there with you when I start prometrium next week. I am a little scared.
    Me:39 Dx LPD, Fibroid, AMA and all that goes with that. H:37 Dx low motility and low morphology. TTC since 3/12. Clomid 8/12 and 9/12: BFN. 11/12 on a break for Myomectomy sched. 11/26. Resume TTC early 2013.
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