I apologize about my excessive venting, esp since thois one might sound crazy, but I have no one else to tell and I have to get it out.
As you may know I'm TTC #2. I needed fertility tx for #1, so I probably will this time around, but I'm praying I don't. I haven't really been talking to anyone (besides DH) about TTC but it's al;ways on my mind. My best friend, who has 2 kids, just called me today to tell me she's PG with the third. I'm genuinely happy for her and was very supportive on the phone, but since we hung up I can't stop crying. Logically I know that her PG has nothing to do with me getting or not getting PG, but Im so jealous that she is. I used to want 3 kids, but DH convinced me that is not realistic for us (and he's right) so I'm always a little jealous when a friend has a third. I'm sure I'll calm down soon and be fine, but for the moment I'm so upset.
Re: Another vent
I agree - I am sorry.