TTC after 35

Another vent

I apologize about my excessive venting, esp since thois one might sound crazy, but I have no one else to tell and I have to get it out.

As you may know I'm TTC #2.  I needed fertility tx for #1, so I probably will this time around, but I'm praying I don't. I haven't really been talking to anyone (besides DH) about TTC but it's al;ways on my mind.  My best friend, who has 2 kids, just called me today to tell me she's PG with the third.  I'm genuinely happy for her and was very supportive on the phone, but since we hung up I can't stop crying.  Logically I know that her PG has nothing to do with me getting or not getting PG, but Im so jealous that she is.  I used to want 3 kids, but DH convinced me that is not realistic for us (and he's right) so I'm always a little jealous when a friend has a third.  I'm sure I'll calm down soon and be fine, but for the moment I'm so upset.  Crying

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Re: Another vent

  • (HUGS)  it is always hard to hear about pregnancies.
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  • imagejjs2010:
    (HUGS)  it is always hard to hear about pregnancies.

    I agree - I am sorry. 

    Me:39 Dx LPD, Fibroid, AMA and all that goes with that. H:37 Dx low motility and low morphology. TTC since 3/12. Clomid 8/12 and 9/12: BFN. 11/12 on a break for Myomectomy sched. 11/26. Resume TTC early 2013.
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  • Thanks for the support.  I feel a little better now.  If i do get PG in the next couple months it will be fun to be PG with my friend.  i have to remind mself that i used to fantasize about her having a third the same time that I have a second. So far half that fantasy is coming true.
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